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Hey there ,im Khazei 19 yrs old student. Due to my interesting child period iv grown into a bit insecure boy that took the wrong paths . At the age of 15 i first time wanted to get comfortable with women around me and tryed it just in my head of course. In high school in 2nd year (16 yrs) i went into relationship with 2 yrs older girl for the first time so i can say i lost my virginity at the age of 16 (WOW for me) ,we broke up slightly before i turned 18 (i did because i realized i need to socialize and get rid of my fears and start moving on . ) all in all it was solid but slow relationship..

From that point what happened is actually nothing ... I had 3 days relationship with a girl that i found had a 100% crash on me as i did on her =same as the first case except this one lasted 3 days ,and all in it was pathetitic..
So its been 1 year since my 3 day relationship and almost 3 years since my only real relationship.

Since i am a bit more mature now i started realizing what i want of life and since i moved to university i felt an uncontrollable URGE for changes to be made . Its been a monce and half on university and i still havent done a thing,i realized i dont need to change my appeareance to people that surround me before i do not change MYSELF alone .

Even as a little shy bitch i used to be i was always able to tell if a girl liked me or some of my friends from her bodylanguage 90% times my predictions were right(thats how my desparate approaches 2/2 worked in those 3.5 years LOL ) .
I am tall muscular cool looking (bodubuilding hoby) and my pressence by all means doesnt suits my behaviors,by all means .
I am now better than 3 yrs ago only if i have no intentions of attracting the girl. So i am still an very very AFC at my CORE..Since im in a bigger city (waited to move to here) im able to try the PUA with wich iv been obssesed in a last year so much..now i have all the field i needed with 3 million people in Belgrade.

I will start with stylelife 30 days challenge as a tiny part of puzzle that i want to create . Starting with this because its atleast showing me exacly what is required of me(makes me have more confidence that im on the right path) . Even tough i have variety of friends but i find them all lacking consistency and willingness in adition
this is too important to me to be focusing on others ,therefore il start alone,and see if i find someone who is allready in this without me baiting him .

Chopperxxx diary inspired me a bit to do what im about to do . Il be glad to hear any advices,feedbacks on my detailed posts that are about to come in future .