Hey guys, I've finally decided to start a journal. This is because I now realize after reading the "Game Acceleration Doctrine Version 2.0" by Sinn that it will be very useful to my development in the game. It will allow me to analyse what I'm doing, notice patterns, work out what I'm doing wrong and how to fix it.

Since this is my first entry in my journal I'll give you a little back story of how I got into the game. Throughout my teenage years I had next to no luck with girls. I kissed a couple of girls here and there but I was still a virgin when I turned 20. This lack of success with girls made me extremely depressed. Anyway, one day my cousin recommended “The Game” to me. I think at that point I’d heard of it before but never really looked into it. Even after this recommendation it still took me a couple of months to get the book. I don’t know why. Perhaps learned helplessness.

Anyway, one day when I was feeling particularly frustrated and depressed I went on Amazon.com and ordered “The Game” “The Rules of the Game” and “The Mystery Method”. I usually take a ridiculous amount of time to read books but I read “The Game” in less than a week. It was amazing. I finally knew there was a way out of my situation. I started reading the other two books but then something happened.

Not due to getting into the community, but actually due to a lot of luck and some balls I finally lost my virginity. Maybe I’ll tell you exactly how one day but it’s pretty embarrassing. Never the less, I started having regular sex with this girl and it was awesome but this also killed my motivation to learn the game. I mean, I was finally having sex, why should I bother? Well, obviously that awesome time with that girl wouldn’t last forever and it would have been a good idea to continue learning game during that period but unfortunately I didn’t. You might notice I joined this forum in August last year. That was a week or two before I started sleeping with that girl. Because of that and a few other reasons I stopped learning game for a while.

My time with that girl has now come to an end and the truth is that I will likely never have sex again unless I put a lot of effort into learning the game. I’ve been putting in quite a lot of effort over the last few months and I’ve made a little progress but I’ve realized that in order to make substantial progress I need to put in a lot more effort. I’ve come up with a detailed plan and I’ll tell you guys about it in my next post.

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