Ive had a rough as fuck year guys, but hopefully that's the last anyone has to hear about that. Especially me.

Im willing to do everything to get back to feeling happy again. This is gonna be a whole life journal.

I decided about a month ago enough is enough, and moved out to live with my dad to get away from everything. On paper my life is fucking amazing. But Im just not happy - I have my reasons, but its time to get the fuck over it because no reasons are worth being unhappy over.

Ive hit the gym every single day, Im eating well, I bought a new puppy, I stopped drinking, I made a whole new circle of friends this year who invite me out to their parties every weekend which is awesome.

I haven't dated a girl in months, mainly because my heart just isn't in it at the moment, but I will again when Im ready.

Here are my goals:

Get AMAZINGLY good looking
- Gym everyday
- Take care of my skin
- Eat clean
- Tan
- Dress well

Start meeting women again
- Open sets everywhere
- Start small - get phone numbers again
- Get active on a website and talk to some cuties in my area
- Improve my 'game' its rubbish SPAM
- Take girls on dates

Get social
- Go to Yoga
- Throw a party
- Hang out with new and different people
- Be open to anything

Build a lifestyle
- Commit to my hobbies (football)
- Be a great owner to Sally (puppy)
- Be a genuine person. Be honest. Be loyal. Be respectful. Be grateful. Be proud but stay humble.

I also want to do a 'Yes man' challenge, where you have to say yes to everything people ask you. I might do that this weekend

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I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly, and all those who look down on me I'm tearin down your balcony, no if ands or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he