"Not trying to be the best. I want to be my best self. Because why would I want to be above other people. Is that not creating seperateness, when we want unity. If I would want to become the best, than I would prove the others something. That is why I want to become my best self, this way I prove myself to myself." - Johnuels

Hello,

You can call me Johnuels. Let me introduce myself. I'm 18 years old, quart asian and 3/4 black, 5"7/170 cm.
I work as an accountmanager. My hobby is magic(coin tricks, card tricks, ring tricks), piano, gaming. I also truly believe in God and am a practicing christian. (I live in the netherlands, so Maybe my english sucks.

My experience with girls:
I only had a girl when I was 16 for like 2 weeks. I go out to the club since I am 13 year old. Always with some friends from my class. Dancing was never a problem, even with girls. Getting the girls was.. With that I mean that I could dance with a girl and after that kiss her, but seeing her after the night or really talk to her, that was big NO.

I have readed the GAME. Watched stealth attraction(gambler), lifestyle seduction(gambler) and Bluepint decoded(real social dynamics).

28 - 6 - 2013
This is the day. After 8 months of not going out, I'm in the queue. With the excuse of the birthday of a female friend. I really love her and want her, but I friendzoned her hard in the begin. After that she friendzoned me. But that is another story. Back to where I was. Waiting for 20 minutes with my earplugs in. Just being calm, to get in state. Finally at the cash register where you can buy tickets, I have to wait for 3 girls in front of me. One didn't had enough money, so I pay'd her ticket. Just because it wouldn't be nice if you had to go home if you wanted to go out.
Now I'm in the club, solo. Looking around, seeing the nice looking people around me. Walking around in the club and try to find my female friend. I spotted her and walk away. I didn't want her to see that I had found her. I wanted her to find me. So now that I know that she is there, I go to the bar to get a drink. While doing that a friend of mine was there. Didn't see him for a long time. We chat a little bit, about life. After that I'm start going to the dance floor. I meet a old female classmate, talking a bit with her. She immediatly introduce her to 2 of her female friends(7 and 8 ) and 3 male friends. So I dance with her for a bit. At this moment I was really in state. I felt super good and was really happy in myself. What made me happier is when the DJ played a song where you could dance with a girl. So I scanned the room and saw this white girl(8), I walked to her and just looked her in the eyes with a faint sexy smile(don't know how to describe it, she calls it hypnotizing.) Start to take her hands and dance. When the song is over I ask her basic stuff, while doing my faint sexy smile and Gambler's intimate talk position. Ask her name, where she lives, what school, and basic stuff like that. She ask me about my work and such. She introduce me to her female friend (9). You could say it was a boring conversation, but nonverbal we had connection. The convo started to get good when I saw that one of her hand had a bandage. I laughed and said that I didn't saw it the whole time. I did some future pasing too. After that I swept my hand on her forehead. I said you really need a drink, I bought her something. She keeps grinding me and don't get enough of me. She only wanted to dance with me, and she declined every other guy that wanted to talk/dance to her. I was thinking about approaching other women, but I was fine with what I had. So keeping dancing with this girl, suddenly I saw the birthday girl she laughed at me. I smiled back and talked to her for a bit, I gave her a present too. After that she left, so when back to the two girls. They had to wait for the train 2 hours, so I told them if they want they can come to my house, I have 2 empty kingsize beds. They said yes, and we toke a taxi. At home I showed them their room. The 9 went to sleep in one room. And the 8 went sleeping with me in bed. It was the first time I had a girl in bed. We played with each other. I toke her clothes of with my mouth. I'm still a virgin and still want to be a virgin, So I told her that "I didn't want to have sex with her" in a funny way. We did some intimate things, like she giving me a blowjob and assjob. I cummed and she cummed three times. After that we were tired and sleeped.

First day as PUA was succes.

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