Okay, a bit of background here. There is an Hb7 in one of my English class who always shot me flirty looks. One day, I asked her for notes, befriended her a bit and got her Facebook.

She told me she was a photography student. At the English exam as we were outside waiting to go in there was quite a bit of sexual tension between us. She told me about a photography convention downtown that she would have her work displayed in. She advertised that her specific piece was at a certain gala but then removed the post a few hours later.

As a side note: I took this is a sort of IOI or rather she was trying to sub-communicate to me how to contact her. I learned after being on shrooms for the first time the depth of how they sub-communicate and this seemed similar.

So I took this as an invitation. As in she posted that to see if I would see it but removed to let fate decide its course or whatever hackneyed romance bullshit women believe in (I'm sorry if that sounds a bit misogynist but Gaah!).

So I ended up to the gala and her photo was there but she was not. I had arrived to late. However I saw her photo and while it wasn't the best one there, I thought if I purchased it (as they were for sale) this would build her confidence and inspire her to do better. It was actually the cheapes photo their and cost me $75 and I clearly have spent money on worse things.

The lady who sold me the photo or rather rang up the register though told me about the afterparty all the photography students were having and where it was. Again, I took this as sub-communication.

So I go to the party and sure enough she is there. She is with a group of friends so I wave and get no response. Ohh fuck, I totally read that wrong. I turned back and thankfully there is the snack table , so I start packing some stuff, when she walks over and does the same. I pretend like I hadn't just seen her or tried to get her attention.

Me: Ohhh hey!
Hb: Oh hey! (Smiling)
Hb: Just so you know I don't answer my FB messages not on purpose. I get really stoned sometimes and that's why I don't answer. I would love to hang out sometime.

I had asked her if she wanted to hang out once on FB.

Me: Great. Hey I checked out your photo. Actually umm, I was the one who bought it.
Hb: OMG! You totally made my night.

*Gives me a hug*

She whispers in my ear that I deserve more and I just say don't worry about it's fine. She insists on buying me drinks and then suggests we look at the gallery together. So we do that for a bit. She asks me questions about my background,etc, it was like a mini date. SHe then tells me she has a boyfriend. I wasn't mad but a bit confused. Not that I take facebook seriously but her relationship status said single. SHe then suggests we go to a dimly lit room with one chair and photos of this couple. She wants me to kiss her but I can't. She just told me she has a boyfriend. So she asks a couple more questions cause she can tell I want too but am not so okay with the idea. As a sidenote: I don't want to fuck a girl who has a boyfriend, I wouldn't want it done to me or at the very least I am a virgin and do not want my first time to be with a girl cheating on her boyfriend. Plus along with that I didn't want her to feel like she prostituted herself for the money I spent on the photo. So I held out. She decides to buy me more drinks to get more comfortable with the idea I guess. We end up sitting in this chair, and I say fuck it I want her to know I intended to kiss her at least. I lean in and she tells me again, that she has a boyfriend. I wait 30 seconds and try again. She says "and I don't want to cheat on him." She tells me that I'm handsome and she's very flattered. I tell her she's very cute. We walk around again and she introduces me to her friends. Every male she introduces me to she makes the point of telling me they're either gay or she doesn't know that well, thinks they're weird,etc.

Then some random guy, who I imagine must be some pua in-training tries talking to her. This guy was quite fucking annoying to be honest cause I didn't want to be AMOGGing but fuck he could not take a hint that she was not interested so the first I simply suggested we go look at something else. He comes around again I block him out of the circle. Later again he shows up, so I arm block him.

I really don't know how to AMOG but fuck this dude and his friend kept wanting to chat with this girl and he admitted that he had crashed the party. I told him I did too to somewhat relate to him and not be a total dick but dude was a persistent fuck.

Then Hb admitted to me she had been unfaithful before when she went abroad and had regretted it. Again, I thought about it and I didn't want her to regret it. I didn't want her to be a one night stand or think I used her. I liked her a lot. So she ended up suggesting we go to the museum and I told her to take my number. She does and she sees a text from a friend who apparently she was supposed to meet up with and had completely ignored. I tell her its unfair she has my number and I don't have hers. She gives me her number and suggests we go to the museum on Sunday. She meets her long haired guy friend who is a raver. Dude pretty much wants get drunk and leaves her alone for the most part. I suggest we go to the rooftop. We go and she tells dude we're going up but dude decides to order a drink. He gives no fucks. We're up on the roof and looking at the C.N tower and then she points out the big dipper out to me. (Aww Stargazing lol) She wants me to kiss very badly I can tell but I had not forgotten that she has a boyfriend. So I kissed her on the cheek. And she thanked me lol. I can tell she felt amazing that night. Dude arrives on the rooftop and we are less intimate and she takes a couple drags from his cigarette. She says its time to leave and we leave together. She asks where I'm going,etc. I make one last attempt and ask her buddy if he knows where to buy weed. She says she might be able to get me a gram and buddy wants to drink so we the three of us end up walking to a venue but she doesn't want to pay cover. It's like $5 but I feel she spent a lot of money buying drinks and she just said she doesn't want to pay cover. I tell her forget it and that's probably best if I leaved at this time. Don't want to overstay my welcome. She mentions the museum again and gives me a hug.

I see the text I gave her phone so she knew it was me and try correcting it:

Me 11:28pm: Hey I'm tight beside you
Me 11:51pm: Right beside you lol
Me: Rom next Sunday?
Hb: I work on Sunday, and I need to make it super lear to you that I do have a boyfriend
Me: I know, we're just friends
Me: You clearly want to go. You can trust me.

I ended up leaving the city and taking a trip to Newyork that weekend to clear my head.

I text her a couple days later.

Me: Hey, I got you a souvenir from my trip to Nyc. Meet me if you want it.

No reply. I take it for what it was. We both won that night. I got her number and got to feel good about myself and she got a piece of arm candy that night .

This experience has me wanting to get back into pickup.