First off I'm not entirely sure of what I'm posting or how I should post it. I'm new to this community and not fully sure of it's validity, simply put I haven't received enough feed back and am not sure of what is really going on.

Hence I believe this post is a good way to exam the extent of knowledge share throughout these boards.


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Aug 27 2012

Semester begins.
Beach Volleyball with a large group. Mostly men but with small group of woman, all whom are decently attractive or above. One or two real HB 9+
I talk to most people I come close to make a few friends, introduce myself and chat with some of the pretty girls. Nothing Special.

Off to class. History... Art History. I ride my bike through campus, shirtless and bar. I'm not very ripped and wasn't trying to show off, it was just hot as hell and just finished playing on the beach and bike a few miles to school. Regardless I acknowledged all the HBs checking me out (all 2-3 of them..). Art class is full of HBs, to many HBs, I can't focus on the class. I talk to the one's sitting next to me, make them laugh, give me things (gum, pencil, paper etc etc) smile at the slutyer (More sluty?) ones across the room. Just subtle flirtation to show them what's up.

Next class.. Philosophy.. Logic. I run into an old friend randomly on campus, really cute and nice. She's a total hippie girl and is all about fun lovin. She's younger but moderate and I'm still chasing after her, I know she's in my next class but I don't bring it up. I actually froze, I completely didn't not expect to see her before hand. I just kinda looked at the ground and said "whats up", she was happy to see me but had to run to her next class (which was also my next class, which made me realize I was late too). Blah blah, I get to the next class and sit in the back. She sees me and texts be about being in the same class. I spot a very few HBs in classs.

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I continue to talk to HBs, during the day mainly at volleyball and in class. Freshly 21 in the States so I having a lot of fun going out. But this journal I feel is for more for a specific girl, or sets of girls. One in piratical is a Latina HB 9, shes not so hot in the sense shes young and has fully matured into the succubus she one day will become. But give her 2-3 she will definitely be a HB11. She is probably just 19 and goes to my school. She lives near campus ( I go to a huge party school) and gets wasted 4/7 days a week and probably gets down the other 3. I know she likes to party and if I lived on or near campus this would be no problem. But I live towards the city and am quite a distance from her. Again this isn't a huge problem, but with a girl this hot I want to dominate her. I'm a little older and I fuckin know she wants to get it done. But I don't want to bone her once and be done and I don't necessarily want her to be my girlfriend. I want to be my slave? I want her to do anything for me and have a smile on her face. This would be he own decision and I would love me twice as much as I love her. I want to make her a MTLR(?) but her not be with other men. SELFISH I KNOW! But shit, I'm young I don't care.

To much ranting.

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Middle Sept 2012

I go a trip to Mexico, turn 21, then go to Vegas.

Man I wish I could tell you (you select few readers) the shit I pulled South of the border, my home town during my 21st and my sudden Vegas trip. But this Journal is about a certain HB.

I would never and will never post her real name, not even her first. (OMG I WISH I HAD THE BALLS TO SHOW YOU PICS). But for now I will address her as "Kim"

I spot Kim in class a few times, looking at me. I've noticed he talking to a few other guys in class, most of which are little punks to be honest. I sit next to my hippie friend who is cutest/funnest girl in the class and talk to her a lot. Most guys don't approach her when I'm around hippie girl, makes me feel great actually. Knowing how just being friends with a girl can threaten other guys trying to come off as ALPHA.

Kim seems intimated but every day slowly starts sitting closer to my side of the room. Eventually she is a row over from me, we finally lock gazes for a bit look into each others eyes. I couldn't help but grin... alot... at her.

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Late Sept 2012

Missed a few classes, she's missed some too.

I haven't seen her for a week or two, but walking into class she sits right next my usual spot. I smile as I sit next to her. She is wear some realll form fitting work out gear, black, covered in grass! Ha what a dork.

I quickly Neg(?) her by commenting on it, she laughs immediately... even before she understands what I'm say.. a few seconds later she gets it and then gives me a real smile. We chat for a bit before class starts and continue while class goes on. She looks at me during every comment made showing her opinion through facial expressions and whispering to me. I honestly don't care and can't hear her half the time, I was trying to focus on the lecture. We take a practice test at the end of class.

I need to get her phone number, but I'm scared.

My plan is to show her I don't understand the material (pfffttt ha!) and really NEED to study with someone (HAHAH!!!!!)

I tell her

"Hey, I'm kinda lost in this class, I'm not too confident about this test next week."

(I couldn't look her in the eyes, I was too nervous)

"Do you want to get together this weekend and study?"

She got SO EXCITED, seriously she almost clapped I swear. She frizzled her hands and hand a huge smile and kinda bounced in seat. Embarrassing really.

I was about to ripe a piece of paper out from my notebook and hand it to her and she asked me if I had a phone???? I reached for my pockets but wasn't sure where it was... in my backpack.

She handed me her phone and I took my time entering in my name and number (LAME! I WANTED HERS). Whatever, I figured we are in the same class so she is bound to call. I don't even know her name yet, so we introduce. I so ever gently shake her dainty fingers in my palm as we shake hands and seductively stare each other down. DAMN THIS GIRL IS FINE. I really need to at her straight on or up close to appreciate her irresistible cuteness.


THAT WEEKEND

She doesn't end up texting me until late Saturday night, she was probably faded and looking for me.. DAMN I WISH I LIVED CLOSER TO HER. But I tell her I will see her in the Library (YEAH. THE LIBRARY) tomorrow after work.

I go after work, call her 1 and half times (the first time I think the call was dropped so I only count it as .5 of a call, these things matter ladies and gents) No answer, F this hoe, I study by myself, check out all the ass at my school.

MONDAY

I'm randomly walking through the Library, I think I spotted her. She was sitting in one of those small desk cubicles for single studying. I'm sure it was her, but I didn't want to call her out, behind her back all creepy..

I do it anyways and she is surprised to see me and is apologetic for not getting back to me over the weekend. I blow it off like it's nothing, tell her I'm studying for my art class. She makes a comment about how her friend might be in that class, we smile and laugh for a bit. We plan on go over the practice test after she finishes reviewing.

I sit a larger desk for 4 people. Eventually a HB 7.5 comes along (surprise surprise..) I talk to her about the cell phone reception.

She is chatty but not too responsive. Then.. her friend comes along, HB 10 forreal.
This girl is fine, so fine. She talks out loud to her friend about everything, the two feel rather comfortable around me, too comfortable considering I'm a stranger.

HB10 glances over at me a few times, the both are enjoying each others company. Seems like they don't mind an attractive older guy sitting near them (older by less than 4 years btw). They take pictures of each other on their Mac and begin to laugh uncontrollably. The whole library is looking at them, their laughs could be heard throughout aswell. I bet Kim heard their laughs.

I say "Are you too alright?" loudly to match their hysterical tone. Tears where coming from their eyes at this point. They laugh even more when I make the comment. She shows me the picture and I laugh with them. They get serious and start to study.

They both frequently look up and glance over to me.

Kim finally walks over and we begin to study. I honestly don't want to listen to her, but she tries to explain everything to me. I just go along with it and stare into her eyes. I act confused and lost, I slowly stare into her left eye, then her right, back and forth trying to simmer my eyes. I can see her gaze tense her eyes water ever so slightly and a tiny smile slowly rise.

SHIT I WAS TURNING HER ON. Any ways I feel like a boss, or should I say my normal self. Sitting around 3 HBs (7.5, 9 and 10) in the library. (You should see my track record)

Anyways her explanations weren't all that helpful and her breath kinda sucked. I wonder how many different things must of been in that mouth over the weekend, who was she blowing while she blew off our study session? Doesn't matter.. we all make mistakes.

She walks a way after we finish that desk and I tell her I will get he book before my next class. I finally get a good look of her back as she walks away.

Tie die cut of jeans turn booty shorts ridden up. Half her ass is sticking out, I almost literally dropped my jaw. Fuck that this girl is a HB 10.

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Late Sept/Early Oct

Um that's like now. We've talked and txt a bit since. I accidentally added her on Facebook. (Yes accidentally) But she accepted right away.

In class I looked at her as I walked in, she looked at my body and smiled, but not my face? Weird. So weird I decided not to sit infront/next to her. Plus she was talk to this other guy, who is chill but still.

I txt her in class, she laughs via SMS. I asked her if she drove, but she said she was getting a ride from a friend. I wanted her to give me a ride, then give me a real ride later( AAaaaaaahahahah).

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I won't see her for a week or longer. I'm not sure if I should call/txt her or wait till we see each other again. Plus I have busy week and a busier weekend and I really don't have too much time to see or even talk to her much.

If you read all this and forgave my misspells and improper grammar.. Thank you! and if you leave a comment or suggestion even more Thanks!