So I've been browsing some journals over the past few hours and realized that it is a great way to stay motivated and document successes/failures. Even though theres a bunch on here, i decided to start my own as a way for me to stay on track. Comments are of course encouraged.

To summarize, I moved from college about a year ago and now live back at home, where I grew up (Parents moved back to Africa so I basically have my own place with my brothers). After a few months of post-grad life, I began to realize how much I depended on my social circles for my lays. My solo game and day game are terrible. I'm a pretty social person but I'm stumped when it comes to approaching girls during the day or when im by myself. So i decided to focus on approaching during the day and going out solo a few nights a week(I go out like 4-5 nights a week, still in college mode lol).

I have a friend who is very independent and meets a random girl every week, and that type of lifestyle appeals to me more than going to friends' parties and being introduced to people. Not sure if sarging w/o a wing gives me more or less of advantage, but I feel that it will benefit me more in the long run and bring out the ALPHA.

I will try to post daily detailed updates, with quotes, which I think helps a lot.

Day One

Went out to wal-mart and target to run some errands and decided to start off aggressive and hit the ground running.

Target highlights

Opened up a cute asian girl who is looking at speakers. Made up some lie about how I had the same speakers she was looking at and loved them. Then negged a bit by saying she may not be cool enough to handle the bass. She seemed very responsive/attracted to me right off the bat so I was very comfortable talking to her. Pretty much ran through small talk for about 5 minutes and number closed. Turns out she lives not to far away and just graduated from college. Overall wasn't too satisfied with the interaction, she was prob a 7 at best, plus it was a bit too easy.

Saw a SMOKIN hot milf with two young kids in the pool section...Pussed out and kept walking. Def regret that one because we made eye contact for a split second longer than I expected.

Walmart

Walmart was wall to wall forest animals. Didn't see a single cute girl until I went to check out. The cashier was prob a 6 6.5. Opened me with a remark about how expensive the headphones I was buying were. That eventually segued into talking about our musical tastes. Wasn't really feelin her vibe so felt no motivation to close. Probably should have for practice sake.

Overall I was disappointed with my first solo/day game. Def picked the wrong venues; target and walmart were a bad choice lol. Also disappointed that I didn't approach the hot milf. That was exactly the type of target I was looking for. Gonna hit the mall on saturday with a clean slate and see how i do

Day Two - First solo night sarge

So I decided to go solo on Saturday night. Drove down to Fells Point in Bmore and walked around for a bit to build myself up. This was the first time I ever went out by myself at night, and I was kinda worried that I would bump into someone I knew. After 15 mins of walking around I wound up going to Max's taphouse. As soon as I walked in I saw a cute little asian chick with a banging body with two other white girls. She was clearly the sexiest of the three, and lets face it, I love asian chicks. I dont know what came over me but I made a beeline straight towards her, put my hand on her shoulder, looked her straight in the eyes and said "Wow you are cute as hell!" Her friends immediately started laughing (prob jealous cuz i didnt say shit to them) but the girl was speechless. I just smiled and stared at her for what seemed like 30 seconds, but was really 2 seconds, with my hand still on her shoulder, until she replied "uh...thanks, hehehe" I eventually introduced myself to the entire group and we fluffed for about 10 minutes, the whole time I maintained strong kino and eye contact. Eventually I excused myself saying I had to go to the bathroom but really I wanted to see if she would miss me when I left (gotta go out on top!!). I walked around for a bit and bumped into a group of friends from high school. Chatted with them for like 20 minutes, while crushin a few beers and shots. After that I walked back to where the asian girl was and lo and behold she was there, waiting. When she spotted me a huge smiled appeared across her face. I came back in, gave her a huge hug and a slow sensual kiss on her check/neck area. We flirted some more, I started escalating: touching her hips and thighs and decided it was time to isolate the bitch. I told her I wanted to go outside and get some air (it was humid as fuck everywhere), grabbed her arm and led her outside. As soon as we got outside I put her against the wall, pulled her close, and stuck my tongue down her goddamn throat. He made out for like 20 minutes. Every 30 seconds I would pull away and disengage slightly (make her want more of that shit). Eventually I got satisfied with the pickup so far so I decided for the make or break F-close/Number Close fork in the road. This is where things took a less than average turn. I told her "Hey, I gotta meet up w/ some friends in a lil bit but lets go somewhere private...my car is a few blocks down"...lol...she clearly was not into that idea and said she couldn't leave her friends. I said okay, gave a few more smooches and some ass grabbage, got the digits and dipped out.

GOOD
-strong opener
-maintained strong kino and eye contact throughout
-won over her friends pretty quickly
-left while the interaction was at its peak
-isolated smoothly
-very aggressive and alpha throughout

BAD
-no fuck close ( I could def tell she was disappointed to see me go, and she eagerly exchanged number and texted/facebook friended me this morning so i'm def gonna fuck her later on)

The rest of my posts are gonna be in outline/bullet form. As you can see i'm not the best writer so from now on i'm just gonna post all the highlights like my opener, conversation topics, issues, key lines, size of the girls tits, etc... If anyone has any other ideas on what I should post your free to comment

Went to shoppers after work today to pick up some groceries. Saw a cute HB8 asian at the checkout lines. Couldn't think of anything to open with so I pussed out. Def gonna go back the same time this week to say if shes there again. Anyone have any go to generica openers that aren't PUA stock material???

So I am sitting at my desk right now, a girl is passed out in my bed, my roommate is passed out with a girl in his bed, and another girl is passed out in the living room...So basically we have three girls in our apartment, but I got NO pussy tonight.

So tonight began with phone call from one of my good friends. he called to tell me he was coming down to visit w/ a couple other buddies, and convinced me to go out. So we meet up at the bar and proceed to have a good ass time. We're drinkin talkin to girls hangin out, just havin fun. Right now I'm not really thinkin about getting ass....Eventually the night winds down and its last call. A few girls that I met before were at the same bar, and I am dancing w/ one of them. Don't think we really said much to each other, just basic shit...I go for the kiss close, she says no. I say whatever because shes the less hot one of the two girls. So we keep dancing and whatever, the bar closes, and a bunch of us are hanging out outside.....blah blah blah we're just fuckin around having a good time...

My friends go home soon after, and now its just me and the two girls. Theyre both a little drunk, so I convince them to come back to my apartment and hang out. We get to my apartment and my roommate is hangin out w/ the girl hes been fuckin the past few weeks. So we chill for a little bit, then my roomie retires to his bed w/ his chick. The two girls ask me for something to change into, so I go to my room and get two pairs of boxers and give it to them. I leave for a second to go to the bathroom and as I'm walking, I say, as a joke "We can all sleep in my bed tonight"

When I get out of the bathroom, I realize that they took that seriously, and are both in my bed right now. So I calmly walk to my room and lie down in between them. We talk for a little bit....Then the uglier girl starts to rub my chest. I then start caressing her legs and hand...The other girls notices this...AND JUST LEAVES THE ROOM...I was like WTF!!!! Uggo ruined everything....but its gets worse. AFter the cutie leaves, im kinda pissed, but atleast I still got one girl in the bed. So I turn towards her(she has her back to me at this point) and start dry humping her. She allows it. I then start rubbing her fat titties. Shes cool with it. I then go for her pussy. She pulls my hand away. Ok. W/e thats understandable. I turn her body towards me and start kissing her neck while fondling those big beautiful mounds of glory. She likes it. Then I got for the kiss....AND SHES LIKE "NOOO". I'm like WTF!!!! LIke i've been rubbing your tits for the past ten minutes and I can't kiss you?!?!?! Anyway i'm like fuck it. I keep feeling her tits and kissing her neck and ear....I try to finger her again and she declines...This goes on for another 5-10 minutes until I eventually just gave up.


WTF!!!!!!

SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED.

Went out in fed hill saturday night. Was really drunk this night so my game was a little off. I hit up stalking horse w/ my cousins and was having a really good time. My female cousing introduced me to some random cute chick. I introduced myself confidently and held the handshake through the introduction. We talked for a little while, but the conversation kind of fizzled away. Prob due partly to the fact that it was loud as fuck and I was really drunk. I noticed that I am really confident when approaching and meeting women, but I sometimes struggle w/ keeping the conversation sexy and interesting. Def something i need to work. Its kind of a shame because I could tell she was really into me from the beginning but eventually she lost interest. Even one of her friends was giving me the eye for a while but I just couldn't keep them interested that night.