THE NIGHT OF PUBLIC MASTURBATION AND PU WISDOM
28-06-2012 *HBtootall
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Last night i went out after i listened to all the advice i gave myself. As you will read i had a super hot public masturbation session. But first i will explain how i make extreme progress every week.
TIP to overcome your sticking points very quick
So since a few weeks I’ve been reinventing my game. Really building it from the bottom up. This means i ideally do not integrate lines/gimmicks i did not invent myself. Nowadays every time i go out having a result i feel like a pimp because it's all me. All me baby. The shift from remembering lines/gimmicks/techniques to trusting that what i have to tell and what my brain comes up with is enough is so fucking powerful.
And here's the secret to do this fast! Every day i wake up after going out. I grab my voice recorder (smartphone) and i describe the night to myself with all the interactions i had. Than a couple of hours later i play the tape and start criticizing myself in another tape.
a. Your learning curve will decrease dramatically because of the awareness it gives you.
b. You can very easily play them back and feel the vibe you had that night
Prepare for battle
So i sat at home 3 hours before the night started. First i set my alarm lie in bed and did a power nap for 30 minutes or so. I'm now very relaxed and put on the tapes i made for myself. This is a short summary of some of the feedback i listened to;
1. GET THE CENTEREDNESS OF A PIMP
- Stop reacting to the environment (you have nothing to prove to anybody, this is about you)
- Only laugh at jokes you like (no nervous laughs)
- Lead! Walk in front of your buddy's and do not become a follower
- Do not think about what you do (self-conscious) but let your body do everything your brain desires (get rid of the boundaries and do what you want)
- Tell yourself you are enough
2. FEEL GOOD
- Meditation and yoga make you present to the moment and feel good in your body.
- Do not drink any alcohol. This gives you the possibility to adapt during the night.
Showtime
So I and my buddy’s go out. Start of the nigh i focused on feeling good and relaxed in the venue and just make fun. We grabbed some drinks (me alcohol free),we danced and had fun joking around.
I noticed that my inner game had a huge kickback. I've had 2 weeks of absolute drama² (relationship/family) behind me and I’m in a low state of mind. I feel nervous just being in the venue. Something i’m not familiar with. But because i was sober and sticked to my advice i had this inner trust that just following the process i started would make me feel superior again.
We change venue and i haven’t even talked to a girl jet. In the second venue i encounter a girl i had sex with which gave me a tiny shot of megalomania. But she rapidly senses my nervousness and we split apart. After half an hour of drinking orange juice with my buddy's i begin to feel pressure. But i tell myself to shut up and just trust the process.
We change venue again and on our way i open a girl telling her with a blanc face.
me: Hey, on a scale of one to ten how much would you like to have sex right now
The trick here is to keep a straight face. She responded laughing and told me it was about a 9 right now. Now this is the classic example of me remembering a funny line (props to simple pickup) and simply reproducing it. Of course this didn't take me nowhere but i had to do it just to prove myself its ok to talk to girls again. We enter the venue and i reproduce the line again on this hot chick. My blank face made her stick to me. But she was in ultimate test mode.
me: Hey, on a scale of one to ten how much would you like to have sex right now
her: Agh, you can't say that
me: .....(pause, look in the eye) I can, are you ashamed you might like sex? (Put the pressure on her)
her: No, but you just can't tell that to a girl
me: You look like you are an open sexual girl to me (qualify her) so you can tell me.
Now she remained focused at me the entire time, despite her objections. She even followed the little turns i made to stay in my sight. She kept on testing me and if i was just loose enough and felt good enough at that moment i could've shift the emotions. But because i was still in reproduction mode i told her this.
me: Look i have another question for you; "What is your favorite place to get kissed"
I showed her here that i could not dominate the frame but needed another gimmick to get her interested again. Its like showing her I’m only shooting some lines at her. Very poor game.
So now i have a conversation with another girl where i left all the gimmicks out.First of all this set also hooked. This is because i was calm / relaxed and my body language projected a confident man that has a backbone and is not easily impressed. However my verbal and physical game is not yet what it should be.
In all the tapes i made after having a sober night i see the same pattern. I feel good and centered and that makes me able to hook 80% of the sets (that a lot dude). However I’m not sexual and my verbal game is not loose making the set die out after 10 minutes and i leave. So after the set died out i remembered to be more sexual and not to go into interview mode.
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We change venues again and i had another boring conversation. But after i finished it with my sober head i realised again to be sexual and leading. In a split second the tides turn and my brain shifted to pimp mode. After all this boring conversation with me being kind of hesitant, i finally started to feel superior. That "unleash the beast" feeling when your brain realises your this super focussed guy beweed a bunch of drunk douchebags. Yes! i've been waiting for this the entire night.
I see her standing in front of me. She has brown hair, almond shaped eyes and is definately taller than me. At this point my brain had unlocked all boundaries and i finally stopped thinking about what to say. I look at her with this disapproving/funny/smirky kinda look and stick out my hand. She grabs it and i pull her close. Where in my rational/reproducing kinda mindstate i've been complimenting girls the whole night i now go neggy without premeditating about it.
me: Hey, why did god make you too tall for me
her: i don't know you are just small
me: I'm sorry i can only dance with you (not taking her test/not even letting it penetrate my brain)
her: ok
i put my hand i the air with my fingers spread. I point at her hand telling her to grab mine. I pull her close and we have a sexy dance with our faces coming close. She was semi ready to be kissed because she made her lips come very close to mine and then shift away/ come close aigain and shift away.
her: Hey you told me we could only ....
me: SHUT UP! i told you to dance (while putting my index finger on her mouth)
Now notice i did not go into what’s your name or anything like that its pure emotion going on. And we dance even sexier
her: her you didn't tell me your name, thats rude
me: fertilizer (like this is unimportant)
I did not think a second in this interaction but my unconscious told me to make my intentions with her even more clear without complimenting her. So to show her this is a man to woman interaction without complimenting i tell this;
me: So disappointing i live far away. If i lived close i would've taken you home tonight
her: blabla (i don't listen)
me: You know what, I’m finished with one night stands. I had a long open relationships and it bored the hell out of me (a lie). I want to get to know someone.
This line about taking her home, i made up myself. Its confident/direct/sexual, even a bit cocky but very safe. It makes her visualize. While dancing slowly and coming close we hold hands. I noticed i had an erection wich makes me feel even better. One of my hands that hold her hand go down and i put her hand on my dick. Her pupils become wider as i look her in the eyes like this is the most normal thing to do.
her: ah ah ah.... you call this dancing
I believe we exchange a little bit of info before i say; "let’s get a breath of fresh air". I turn around a little bit and open my arm so she could stick her hand in. She hesitates and i grab her arm and stick it in. I do not hesitate and just walk to the entrance. When we were outside i point at some wooden benches where i took my targets before. She's hesitant but i remain solid and lead.
On the way to the bench i encounter some exes and girls were shouting my name. I thought; "hehehe i'm back in business"
We sit down and i change my voice tonality. I sit down very relaxed and she follows by relaxing too. We sit together close and i now go into provider mode. I ask her questions about her study and she asks questions back. My tonality is mature and all the time i didn't think about kissing her. But after we made each other laugh i grab her head and we make out. My hand goes up her neck and i grab her face.
We make out passionately and i break the kiss. I go for logistics;
me: So is your place far?
her: No it's not that far (with twinkles in her eyes)
I put my phone in her hand and after she typed it in we make out again. After my hands started exploring her body she began to kiss heavily. My hands slowly go down and pause when i reach her cleaves. I now go to her belly and hold it there for a second. I rub her inner thigh and she didn't pull me away. A group of girls surrounded us and started to sing a dirty song. They stopped and tell each other they wanted make outs too. I now notice my girl is wearing a skirt and i break the kiss. Let’s make a little walk. (this is going to be fun)
her: How do i know your not going to kidnap me
me: pff seriously, you think i'm a serial killer.
Another girl i had sex with comes walking towards us and greets me!
her: how many girls do you know around here
me: Lets say they all have good memories about be. Does that satisfy you?
her: maybe..
I put her against the facade of a hairsaloon and make out with her heavilly. I rub her inner thigh and encounter her g-string. I now go down again slowly. We make out passionate and my hand goes up. I pull her string away and finger her clit. After she became horny and started to breath hard she askes;
her: You want to go home with me right
me: Its not that far right?
her: No, I’m staying with my girlfriend tonight. And all my stuff is there
me: ok (not giving a shit)
her: lets walk a little further
We go around the corner and it's quite here. I put her against a wall with my knee in-between her legs. I put little pressure at her pussy to prevent her from sinking into the ground when fingering her. My right hand fingers her clit and we make out like having sex. I grab both her naked as cheeks and open her up. I think fucking hell why did i forget condoms again, i could fuck her here. No problemo. I break the finger session to prevent her from coming and leave her wanting more. She looks me in my eyes while our foreheads were touching each other. We are horny as fuck.
We have a little chat about the logistics and i say; "no problem" to all the little obstacles she brought forward. I should've done this different and persist. She receives a call from her friend. I grab her hand to bring her back. I was very respectful and understanding, but i should've gone harder.
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CONCLUSIONS
- - Figure out what your sticking points are and document them.
- do not feel any pressure and accept that is only a matter trusting the process to get success.
- Those first interactions always fail. So stay sober and figure out what it was you should change in your next interaction.
- Skip all the “what’s your name” bullshit and go for emotions.
- Make clear this interaction is about seducing her, but do not compliment her.
- Isolate her by shifting her around the venue
- Bring a condom to the venue and find a relaxed quite spot close to your venue where you can rape her.
- Fight her logistical objections harder