So my report here begins at my friend's house, who was having a pre-drink for her birthday. I was a little upset at the fact that she didn't have very many girls over, and the one that I was really hoping would be there had just gotten in a fight with the birthday girl and wouldnt be coming. At this point, I'm not even sure if I want to go out.

But I do, and I'm told as we walk into the bar that my best friend's cousin would be there. Now I did have a little history with her. I had met her three or four times, and one time when we were all drinking together a few years ago, we ended up alone in a garage and we were dancing and flirting, but she still had a boyfriend then. And man, she was looking good when I saw her. She's like an HB7 or 8, but she just exudes sexuality and really has me drawn in every time I see her. She's a few years older than me, but I'm not shook!

I had been dancing with two other girls that I knew, and I notice that my target (we'll call her Jess) has made eye contact with me a few times. I always just smile, and she gives me a look that I cant really explain. She looks mad at me, but starts dancing more sexually when we make eye contact. So I have a few drinks with my friends and as we go back on the dance floor, Jess and I start dancing. She's a fun dancer and really knows how to be sexual. I'm dancing on and off with her for probably an hour - pulling away to go to the bar, bathroom, anything to get away from her for a bit, but I would always go back. Now here's where it gets interesting.

Jess' aunt, who's also my best friend's mom, was at the bar. I dont think she liked that her son's friend was getting so close to her niece. But it doesnt matter, and all my friends leave the bar. Jess asks me "are you going to go too?" and I tell her "not yet" and pull her back onto the dance floor to a huge smile on her face. my friend's mom eventually gets me to drag Jess off the dance floor and outside to meet her roommate, who is my best friend's sister! Man its weird, but we go back to their apartment and have a pretty fun walk, I'm escalating kino a bit and saying the right things. When we're there, we end up watching TV for a few hours until finally everyone decides to go to bed. I'm still in the living room and Jess changes and gets into bed but leaves the door wide open. I go in and jump in bed with her.

Things are gradually escalating and we start kissing, I take off her bra, her shirt, until she tells me that "we can't have sex, it would be weird, you're my cousin's friend" etc. I dont really respond to anything and just freeze out. She says she's just recently single, I say the same (which wasn't a lie). So we're just cuddling a little bit after the freeze out and we escalate again until she's fully naked and I'm half naked. She says the same thing, so I freeze out again. Eventually she ends up on top of me and we do our thing for a few minutes. She gets off and starts giving me a hand job. I reach to touch her pussy, but she pushes my hand away. I try the same thing again, hand gets pushed away again. She finishes her hand job and that's it for the night, we cuddle and sleep.

The next day she texts me telling me that we shouldn't tell anyone about what happened because of the situation, but also that her friend reminded her that she invited me to the bar with her another night and asked if I wanted to come.

I really enjoyed her company and she really knows how to work her sexuality. It was strange that she wouldn't let me touch her there, I havent run into this before, and am not really sure about her intentions moving forward. Why wouldn't she let me touch her pussy? And should I continue to pursue this? She's hot and I would love to have another night or two with her, but I think maybe she is weirded out by the fact that I'm her cousins best friend?