a very, very disappointing booty call

sex has no power over me. its great.

HBred and I took things to the relationship to the next level tonight which is ironic because we both hate each other right now.

I pick her up with a plan to be all romantic and show her a good time. My plan is to drive her to the top of Seymour mountain and f* her brains out. she asked to be taken somewhere other than our usual f* spot so wish granted. I pick her up and she basically tells me shes really horny and asks to be taken to our usual f* spot. (lesson learned: when a girl TELLS you she's horny- cancel all plans and proceed to f* immediately) Instead I continue course with my romantic plan to woo her and take 45 minutes to drive all the way up the mountain.

On the way we get the rare opportunity to talk. (I mostly just pick her up, drive 10 minutes, f* her, then drive her home. I set it up that way, every wednesday). Shes actually pretty gangsta, I learn her ex actually used to run a escort business, and a bunch of her friends want to ho. I tell her thats great im gonna set them all up on dates with my friends and over the course of 45 minutes DHV through the roof, just telling her about the raw stuff in my life. we bond in our commonality in lifestyles. I might have overdone it because this chick, her investment ratio relative to mine is always about half. If she wasnt so hot- she would have been dropped months ago.

im fingerbanging her in the car driving and I tell her to strip while were driving, and she does. we get to the top of the mountain and theres no good view spots so we just f* in a parking lot staring at trees (im romantic hey?) well when I say f* I mean more like I just ate her out and got her off with 1 finger. twice. now this girl is the most sensitive girl ive ever been with. she tells me she hasn't had sex in a while and I get her off with my tongue then stick my finger in and then put my cock in. only I was only inside her for like 3 minutes and she tells me that shes too sensitive and shes already swelling up. i only f*d her by a technicality. Im cool with that, ok she cant f* anymore. but then Im sitting there hard because I HAVENT HAD SEX in a while either (with her) and shes just totally not giving my dick the time of day. she never gives me head and here she is just telling me she would be an escort, so im very upset with her and audibly let her know about my dissatisfaction "wtf". its not even the head part that peeved me, thats just her preference so whatever, its that she never got me off.

I drive the car down the mountain and totally withdraw myself from her. its just me driving my car for the night. I murmur answers to her questions and tell her "im not satisfied". and shes like "your not happy arnt you because I didnt satisfy you". well, at least her brain works. Im totally quiet the entire 45 minute trip home and drop her off. at her "drop off point" her gets confrontational and I just put the ball back in her court with "you made this happen by not satisfying me". needless to say she storms off and I get a text a few minutes later with the "i think we should stop seeing each other, have a good life". to which i say back "dont be so emotional, call it a night, were done for tonight, well start over when I get back from my trip" (im going out of town for 15 days monday)

will be interesting to see what happens with this. I don't give a f*, little does she know I could call like 30 other girls for sex wednesday night. why waste my time with her? But ultra ironically she keeps asking me to hook her up on a 3some. (shaking my head)

im rick james.

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Mr. Grand looses the game. thoughtful consideration ensues.

If I was a practicing lawyer, Prosecuting a girl on the grounds of ASD, then I would have lost my case last night.

heres the rundown:

Met HBbrazil 2 weekends ago (it was one of those 2 min pickups) and we hang out last weekend, that day went really well, I tried to F* close her in the park but denied, it was our first time hanging out. She invites me out clubbing and puts me and 2 friends on the guest list. which brings us to last night.

my two friends bail to go have sex with other girls and im left solo with HBbrazil and her girlfriend. HBbrazil likes me (i think) and like we had been dating for months the first thing we do when we meet up is kiss each other. When we get inside of gossip the first concern I have is that her girlfriend is going to become an obstacle and cockblock the bounce. fortunately she was cool with us and let us be while she did her own thing with the rest of their brazil crew.

HbBrazil and I start dancing and its hot. shes very stimulating, were grinding. Ive got my hands on her, shes initiating kino with me. I control myself and try to keep my Kino investment relative to hers, while always upping the ante. were kissing, making out, then I push her away and let it warm up again. we dance for a bit, take a break, then go back to the dancefloor. The way things are shaping up im thinking "all I have to do is not mess this up tonight and im getting laid". I repeat this cycle a couple times and then drop the question "do you want to get out of here, lets go to your place." she says "what about my girlfriend?" I say "shes an adult, she will understand", then with our coats we go to the smoke pit where I proceed to literally Drag her outside (I know i have to catch the skytrain with her). As I am pulling her she is saying "what about my girlfriend, what about my girlfriend?" to which I just keep repeating myself. we pass the exit gate and her resistance evaportates and she is receptive to making out again. she seems happier, club pull 3/4 completed.

wordlessly we walk from gossip to the skytrain. somewhere at the skytrain she tells me "you cant come over, I go home, you go home." I take it for token resistance and just keep Kinoing. I hardly say anything during the entire ride for risk of factoring in something stupid that would ruin my chances. when we get to commercial, my transfer point she says "ok you go now" I dont move and shes not being firm. we get to her station and I get off with her and again she says "ok you catch the train home now" and I say "ok lets go home".

hand around shoulder I walk her out of the skytrain where shortly afterward she gives me real resistance and stops mooving. "lets go" "no". I pick her up and walk her 15 feet or so. she pushes me back. I tell her its dangerous out and she needs my protection, it dosent phase her. cutting a longer post shorter she left her phone on the skytrain and we hop back on to go get it, get her phone and then I catch a cab with her to her place. the skytrains are now over so she has to let me stay with her aha. in the cab ride, im rubbing between her thighs trying to get her more wet so shell drop this stupid resistance, shes semi pushing my hand away- so i think maby it might still go down.

we get inside her house, I ask to use her washroom, I strip entirely in the washroom, and come out into her bedroom. she says "no" I push slightly more and she really does not want sex right now so whatever, and I just crash in her spare bedroom. IN the morning I try again but still denied.

SELF ANALYSIS

all the IOI's were in place but she still didnt give me her sex. why? I think because of one of two reasons. First: She either had something going on down there* that she didnt want me to get involved with, if thats the case its for the better I left sexless. Second: she really likes me and wants me to stay around. Zardoz did highlight his experience with south american girls being slower to bed but very loyal once there is a sexual relationship.

I peg this to be the case. her courtship model is different than mine, in which case I did everything right- its just that I need to work on her a bit more and really woo her in the classical way with dates and all. Im cool with that because a) I really like her too b) shes got her own place c) those 2 combined will serve an excellent MLTR material. (she already knows im not looking to be her bf). I game her like ill never see her again, and leave thinking ive got all the time in the world. no sex, no problem. shell give it up when shes ready. thats part of being a sex symbol. you cant get squeamish when others agendas dont match up with yours. no matter how topsy turvy the lack of reasoning is.

FINAL THOUGHTS

could I have scored tonight? probably. If I really had my game handled It probably could have happened. A lot of my calibration is instinct, and intuition. I rely a lot on aggressive kino escalation and aggressive direct game when I try and get in the sac (you turn me on right now, your causing a very inconvenient boner right now, lets fuck each others minds out), other than that i vibe like a friend. What I think is being neglected a lot in my game is wordplay to get her aroused. planting those seeds of suggestion into her mind to act out later on. So If I had some fancy routines, and could use word pictures to warm her up then my game would be a lot stronger. my vocabulary and english skills are anywhere from mesmerizing right now. in this journey of attaining sex easily, id like to think im going to leave no stone unturned. that means I need to work on the weak parts of myself until there is nothing about me that I can't do. most importantly about all of this is that she knows that I can and will take her there.

Feedback??????

whats your take on my play last night? do you think I played out as well as I could have?

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The same system. In different countries, all around the globe. Regardless of wealth, position, or power.