-I'm still new and am working on my game at a very slow pace.

-I work at a coffe shop/deli, usually act shy, rarely hit on girls.

-HB6 comes into the deli about a month ago. We chat for a while, I find out she just moved to the area and is from the other side of the country! She's really cool but I chicken out and don't ask for number(I usually get extremely nervous when attempting N-close)

-She continues to come in and one day writes down a song on her receipt and says I should check it out. We get along great.

-Next visit she arrives with a butch friend(hint hint) We continue to engage in good conversation as usual.

-She doesn't come in for a while and I start thinking I need to push myself so if she ever does I'm definitely going to N-close.

-She eventually comes in with butch friend again. I kept everything casual and eventually I just wrote down my number and gave it to her right in front of her friend.

-Later tell my boss and co-workers about giving the girl my number. They look at me funny. My boss told me he saw the 2 girls flirting, I then realized they both were wearing flannel shirts, realized she looked at me funny when I gave her my number. The signs were right there and i missed all of them.

-This girl is only an HB6, probly not even into guys and I just gave her my number.

-I'm embarassed because my co-workers and boss only see me as the shy person who keeps to himself(which I'm trying to change) and the first time they see me hit on a girl, it happens to be an ugly lesbian.

-Since then I've been discouraged and could use some motivation.

your motivation is to stop worrying about what random nobody's with no game think about you. Embarrassment is relevant, as an indifferent observer, this is not embarrassing at all. If this small amount of untoward awkwardness discourages you please stop gaming and work on yourself imemdiatly.

Hmm, that wasn't really embarrassing, I did chuckle a bit, to be honest.

Now, let me tell you a really embarrassing story, I was on chilling with some of my guy friends in the park, then I saw a guy I met a few times before. So I walked up and greeted him, we chatted, then he suddenly asked me who the hot girl behind me was. I was kind of confused at first, as I only came with guys, but then I remembered that I had one friend that if you look past the fact that he had a somewhat manly body, he looked like a girl, an ugly one though. But I just went with it.

Me: What, her? That's Vanessa.
Him: I see. So what's she like?
Me: Oh, she is a pretty good girl, kind of a slut though, but also is into sports. She's a runner, believe it or not, she's the fastest person I've ever met so far. She did do athletics for a while though. I met her in the gym, want me to introduce you?
Him: No need, I can handle this my self. *Goes into gangster (creeper) mode*

I think you can guess how that went, everyone laughed their asses off, except for the two victims of course. I had to go in hiding for a few minutes though, since I wasn't lying when I said 'she' was the fastest person I've ever met. But even they could see it's genius after things settled down.

Now that you know what the true definition of embarrassing is, you should work on your confidence. Even though your target was an ugly lesbian, you did gather the courage to finally give her your number, while your execution can be worked at.

Just keep trying and learn from this.

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