I show up to club at 1 am...hour before closing. Cabs were NOT coming and it pissed me off

ridiculously loud music cannot hear anything

i go up to this girl start trying to talk to her, it's not happening she can't hear

i go up to this other girl, we just have long eye contact, she then points to her black boyfriend behind her...if he weren't black i would've gone for stealing her away

then i go up to this one girl, i keep pushing with her continuously. she and her friends kept pushing me off at the same time she is like giggling or something

then some black chick comes up to my face and starts yelling at me...l'm thinking bitch who are you

then bouncer comes and drags me out

apparently the woman was married...

/night

Prep: Masturbated, no meditation stuff, watched some video on subconscious shit before going out...maybe helped didn't feel any anxiety approached every girl i put my eyes on. Side note: tried to dress down as much as possible. went out in a plain salmon colored t-shirt, a pair of simple jeans, and a pair of new balances. nothing else nothing i wore hinted towards what school i went to. maybe the salmon tshirt, but again the clothes i wore had no logos on it. No hat with Yale written on it, no canvas belt with the name of my school, nothing preppy. No watch no expensive fleece. didn't even use my fake so i went in with Xs on my hand...strangely enough no AA despite all of this. Also wore glasses, shaved, didn't shower, didn't brush my teeth