First off, let me tell you all something about myself:

My name is Ammo(101) and I'm on the pathway of becoming my best self that always developing and evolving. I got into pick-up because of frustration, the same frustration that made me do a lot of things in my life and I think that frustration is caused by being unconfident and very self aware.

I think a lot of you guys can relate to that, however, I've always tried to do something about it. I always tried to be one of the cool people, to be the smart and fun guy that people want to be around, to become the guy with six-pack abs and yet somehow it never really worked.

Yes, building my body and acting like a guy who doesn't give a shit has got me a bit attention from girls, but every time some girl liked me, I completely ruined it by being a total needy AFC. So this frustration has let me on a new pathway, a pathway that is partly about girls but is mostly about enlightenment: building and perfecting my inner self.


Now that you know what i'm about, here are a few facts:
- I'm 18 years old and I'm from Holland.
- I have been doing this for half a year (i'll summarize that time in a bit).
- I used to have a pretty long relationship around the time that all my friends started going out, so I never really learned that is was great and I used to judge people who were going out.
- For cold approach I mainly use Lovesystems (or MM/StyleLife) products.
- I have a few wingmen who I sarge with but most importantly have FUN with.
- For me this is a glorified hobby, even though I think this is the most important thing i'm doing with my life at the moment.


As stated above, I've been doing this for about half a year. In that period i've first been developing myself by using David DeAngelo products, then I found out Mystery Method and the Game and I started going out using cold approach. I've gotten in quite a bit nice conversations by cold approach and the best thing about it for me is just meeting new people, which in my opinion is just great and very interesting. The main thing this first few months was just discovering that it was possible to just start talking to people and discovering that there is nothing wrong with ME, just with the way that I used to behave myself (which is a habit and can be unlearned).

After this, I think it was two months ago, I've gotten to know a few people who are also into pick-up. We created a little group and we have been going out regularly since. Finally I'm getting some results. I've #-closed a lot of girls and I am having good results by using textbook text gam, I've kiss closed once (and will again soon) and i've taken girls on instant dates when doing day game and night game.

From here on I am going to keep posting in this topic what I've been doing and experiencing in field and I hope I'll receive some good and helpful feedback!

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Ammo101

Wow, last night was great. I went out with 3 of my PU friends and we did good cold approach and as a group (and individuals) we are getting better and better. The best thing about it is that I only sarged a few times with these guys and now we are discovering how to wing properly. We used buying temperature to build up attraction in our sets and we did some good comfort building.

The 3 most memorizable sets were:
1. The first girl I opened myself which I talked to for a good 15 minutes and then tried to fb close when she asked my number.
2. A set with a guy in it (I used to hate mixed sets but they are great!=D) in which I gave the guy advice on which study would be a good choice for him (leader of men attraction switch) in the end, fb close.
3. A set me and one of my friends opened near a club, our other friends came to join us with 2 girls that they had sarged (we all used buying temperature ) and we all went inside the club. Somehow lost my own set but me and one of my friends later kiss closed the other set of girls and we went for the f-close, unfortunately one of the girls was cockblocking (because she thought my friend was too old) so it didn't happen.

Tonight i'm going out with some non-PUA friends so i'm just going to have fun, maybe i'll be doing some cold approach but I can't promise anything!

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Ammo101

So as I said I would, I went out again last night. I wasn't as victorious as the night before but still it felt pretty good.

I opened lots of sets and blew a few of them UP in the air. I tried to do a few 'stupid' things, for example: when I tried to just introduce myself to some ugly girls (for some reason ugly girls often have HUGE bitchshields) and I told some hot stuck up girls that they were really hot so they completely blew me out.

I also tried direct game in a bar, opened the girlfriend of an HB9,5 who was really the only girl worth the trouble and I told her to introduce me to her friends I told the HB9,5 that she was a total cutie and asked her if she had a boyfriend (pretty stupid but whatever). She told me she did but still I had a pretty good conversation with her, I then walked away (for some stupid reason, and came back later to get her FB (which I got).

By the way it's worth mentioning that I was with a group of friends of which a few were huge cockblocks/DLV's. Because after this we ran into the girlfriend of one of my friends who was with some of her friends. One of her friends was hot HB8 so I acted on it, did immediate kino escalation and started dancing with her. For some stupid reason I told one of my DLV friends to get the other friend (HB7) and within a minute the HB7 stole my HB8 away from me and they ran off.

I also ran into a few girls I already knew and had some short conversations, for some reason I just went out of there fast. It was really stupid because I still have to go through the complete emotional progression model with these girls (and every time I had a pretty good reason to leave) but I guess I was just afraid to fuck it up though.


It was a pretty good night but I should have stayed in the set with the HB9,5, should have used a good wing for the HB7 and should have kept talking to the girls who I already knew (and am working on through phone, online and text game). I need to eliminate any fear of rejection when (which is especially relevant with my normal friends, because they feel like I should prove 'PUA' to them) I'm going out and I feel that if I can make these changes more K-close and maybe even F-closes should occur soon!

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Ammo101

I went out again last night, first I had a little BBQ party at my house where 2 girls I met via Facebook-gaming attended. I started gaming both girls and started getting IOI's, they also liked kissing each other on the lips so when we all went out afterwards and I was planning to kiss both girls there and try to get a threesome .

I think I shouldn't have been so eager for that because when we were out they were acting jealous when I was flirting with the other girl. When I eventually got frustrated I started opening other girls and they got even more 'bitchy' which was actually pretty funny. I opened a few sets but when I was in a nightclub the music was way to loud to even talk to girls (I know I should speak up but I couldn't genuinely hear a some of the girls and they couldn't speak up) so we went to a bar where we opened a lot of sets. I just started talking for the fun of it and got one FB close.

I didn't even feel like trying the first girls anymore so I just went home and went to sleep, it was a really cool night even though there were no real results.

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Yesterday night I did some daygaming with 2 of my day game wings, we opened some sets but when i'm doing day game and i'm going direct I only want to talk to girls who I really find attractive and for some reason there were not a lot of them present. I'll give a summery of the most memorizable sets as always.

Eventually I found one set with a girl that I found really attractive [Set 1] when I approached and told her that she had an amazing style and I had to come talk to her she said thanks but they were in a rush, "I told her no problem, goodnight" but damn (I forgot) I should have just said "all right, give me your number and i'll call you sometime".

Set 2: I opened to girls who were sitting and an outside coach and looked really hot from afar. I have to tell you guys, I've never seen anything like it, this girl who was really cute had 2 front teeth with a gab in between, I still can't believe it. I kept talking to them just for practice and then aborted the set ASAP.

Set 3: We went into a bar and my wing opened a set with a really hot girl (HB 9) and a pretty lame girl (HB 6,5), I entered the set with "am I missing out?" and started winging the lame girl. Unfortunately the other girl told my wing that she was just looking to have fun and wasn't interested so we aborted the set. Later when my wing had to leave early I re-opened the set and got blown out eventually.

Set 4: Me and my last wingman went into another bar where I saw 3 gorgeous girls sitting at a table, I opened them with an opinion opener and started to tease the girls about talking simultaneously and was having a great conversation with the hottest girl of the 3 when my wing came in. This guy is lacking experience and is really insecure (but is doing REALLY well the last few weeks) so he didn't really introduced himself and ended up just standing there. I think there was no worse DLV he could've gave me, the girl thought I was hanging with a guy who was on drugs and I had to abort the set, FB close.

It was a pretty good night but I was hoping for better results, I feel like my approach anxiety is really leaving me and I already feel a lot better about myself now that I actually am able to be more like the person that I think I should be.

KCILS, thanks for the support dude

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Ammo101

Allright, I'm sorry to have kept you guys waiting for so long but here is an update.

Last week I had an introduction week for my new school and we went out every night. It was a lot of fun but I was the only person not drinking alcohol so I was a bit of an outsider. I did open a few sets outside of my group (and nr-closed) but this week was more about just meeting people and that's exactly what I did. And one of my wings got his first F-close that week so I was pretty happy for him.

Then the day before yesterday I went day gaming and it was a bad day for me, non of my sets REALLY hooked even though I did have a few fun conversations there was no good attraction going on. I was questioning myself so yesterday night I went out again and did some day- and bargame, bar game went pretty good I had a set hooked, was getting IOI's, was building kino and was bouncing them when suddenly they started acting weird when I asked for their names for Facebook because they took my picture. They were like "huh.. why do you want my name" and even though I explained why they were still acting weird. Eventually me and my wing just left when they were acting totally weird but I did get the FB.

The last 2 days made me realize I have to step my game up, I'm not making as much progress as I should and I think it's because I'm opening so many sets that I'm completely forgetting the rules. I don't use the emotional progression model enough and it's like i'm just having a normal conversation. I'm going to get back into using a transitioner (in stead of questions which I'm using lately), a disqualifyer (which i'm sometimes just don't know WHEN to use, I think i'm going to stack one into another routine), time constraints and DHV spiked stories. I have to play by the rules!

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Ammo101

Oh yes,
I strongly believe that everytime you feel like you are plateau-ing you are about to get to another (higher) level, and that's exactly what happened.
I did night game yesterday night and tonight and it went great even though there are only 2 memorizable sets.

Set 1 (yesterday night):
This was the first set I opened after I attended a free RSD meeting and they opened up really well. I think it was 5 girls of which of course one was my target. I can't remember what I opened them with but it was something along the lines of "wow, seems like you guys are having a lot of fun on a weeknight, what is up!?". I immediately started gaming and in a few minutes I was with my target and we were a little bit isolated from the group. This was the first time I really went completely through the emotional progression model and it worked like a charm. I asked some good screening qualification questions and then I did some comfort building while in between I was building a lot of kino . After I was I think 10-15 minutes in I kiss closed the target by asking "between 1-10 how good of a kisser are you?" and when she answered something like 7,5 I threw her against the wall and started making out.

I pulled out pretty fast and my move was so slick that she immediately asked "all right, what number am I tonight", I told her she was the first and I went back making out with her. In what I think was like half an hour (with little takeaways and teasing ) I was almost having dance floor sex with the girl and me rubbing our hands on each other through our pants. This was the moment of truth and because the logistics didn't allow the possibility of me taking her home I thought I should take her to the bathroom and fuck her. In the end though, she was complaining a lot about her friends watching us and I felt like the victory was already mine and I could take the prize some other time. I took her number and now she's stalking me on the phone haha. Whether I will continue this with her or not, this is a personal victory: it's my 3th make-out since I've started this (2 months) and that's about half of the make-outs I've had in my life. It's time to get the instant F-closes but before that I have to be 1. more consistent and get 2. my own place to take girls (this is how I discovered one of my problems, I don't want to take short time girls to my parents!).

Set 2 (tonight):
Me and some of my love systems wings went out to do some cold approach again. We had a great dinner first and then the real party started. We opened a few sets here and there but because we were with a group of 6 people it was kind of hard to open small groups and for some reason the girls were too young (not for me, but for my wings). Anyways, we went into a bar and me and one of my wings see too really hot, model like, fake tit'ed, way to tan HB9's on a table. We approached them and my wing opened them with the puppies 80's opener and we immediately cut them off and we both started talking to one of the girls each.

The girl I was talking to was a car model and she was wearing all sorts of designer things that she gets for free and shit. I was like this girl is WAAAAY out of my league but then I realized this is my life now and the only thing that makes her out of my league is me thinking it! So I continued the conversation and everything was going well, I did some disqualification, some cold reading and when I started getting a few IOI's (Hellyeah I got them) I did some qualification and I build kino to a point where I felt that we could easily bounce them.

She even started asking me things like what I do for a living but I think I screwed up a little bit there because I was telling her 'I'm this and I'm that' instead off just telling a good story or making fun. Unfortunately the girls told us they had to leave (I think both me and my wing made a few small mistakes and with these kinds of girls there is just less room for mistakes) and we were not able to bounce them but we did number close. Now I have a real-deal hotties number to work on my "UGTPG" phone and text game skills which is different from the somewhat regular girls that I've been texting the last few weeks.


I feel like i'm getting well rounded, tonight I also tried to have a sexual presence like Cajun describes and I think i'm going to do more of that a LOT. My last set tonight was me just climbing up de side of some stairs to get to a girl that gave me a little look and I told her "If you look at me like that you should at least talk to me", it went great until her soon to be showed up, haha.

By the way, on the RSD conference I met a online dating guy and i'm going to try some online dating aswell, it can't hurt to try RIGHT!?

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Ammo101

I have to great nights of going out to report, kind of don't know where to start.
First off i've been doing online gaming but really inconsistently so I didn't really achieve anything. I'm going to do it for real though, does anyone have any great websites to try out?

Night 1:
Great great night, I opened many sets had a few fb closes and the most important thing is that we had a LOT of fun. I was with one friend and later on 2 of my other friends joined me. Me and my first friend were playing a 30 second game (RSD style) where he thought of an opener for me and if I didn't open a set with the opener in 30 seconds he'd punch me (not in the face though) and of course the other way around.

I opened a(walking 3set outside early in the evening saying that I thought she was fucking sexy and I had to meet her. The girl was pretty sexy so it wasn't that hard, I didn't really have any approach anxiety it was great. Got blown out of the set pretty quick even though the opener didn't fail to kind of hook the set but it was because my friend was really REALLY heavily escalating and it was too much for the girls. Too bad.

Later on in the night me and my friends opened countless sets and as I said I had a few number closes. Now that my AA is getting less and less I try to open more difficult sets, for example sets that are seated in between other tables and are very hard to reach or just walk inside somewhere just to open the girl and make it very obvious (and because i'm not getting nervous the girls are accepting everything it's beautiful).

Next we went into a little bar where I was trying some sexual presence walking around the venue (cajun style) and a girl grabbed my ass. I started talking and negging her and her group and I eventually got to isolate her hot friend. Can't really remember what I said because I opened so many sets but it felt really well and once again I used the emotional progression model. After taking her hand to show her 'something cool' and I walked a few feet away from her friends I ran the cube on her and kiss closed her afterwards by asking how good of a kisser she is. I did some sexualization while dancing and the girl was really into me, I took her number and left though because I wanted to continue hanging with my friends (another friend joined us aswell).

We went into the next club where I opened a nice 3 sets but for some reason I wasn't winged. No problem, I started dancing with the girl and spinning her. Then I started talking to her about that I was going to kiss her but her english wasn't that good (she was a tourist) but when I said that she suddenly started saying things like 'you are funny' and 'why?' (by the way her english was pretty horrible and she was a tourist from brazil). I should have just grabbed her and kiss closed because the IOI's were there, I was having a lot of kino and the girl kino'ed me a lot aswell. After being delayed by this backwards pull they had to leave and I just fb closed and opened some more.

There were no real memorizable sets after this, only a number close with another girl I opened.



I'm very pleased with the way this is going, I literally can't remember how I opened and transitioned all these girl BUT they DID respond. I did use the emotional progression model but i'm not dependent on routines.


Night 2:
Wow, this night so many things happened, it all started off with meeting 10 PUA's (or something) from a dutch forum which was great. There were a lot of different levels and even though I found that a lot of them are still in the phase where they need to learn how and to just open I still found a few good new wingmen. Again, I opened a LOT of sets

A important sets:
- Direct number close: me and all the guys were waiting (for me to give the sign) to go to the club and then I saw a girl walking by. This girl was extremely hot, she was wearing a nice short skirt and she was exactly my type (HB9 for sure). I ran towards her and just told her I found her really hot and I had to meet her, 'There is just something about you' I told her. First she was a little hesitant to give her number when I first asked (which was like 2 minutes in because all the guys were waiting for me) so I did some more attraction building (no routines but just being a fun guy) and then she easily gave me her number (and she's responding well to text game). I then hugged and kissed her (on the cheek) and left, I REALLY WANT TO SEE THIS GIRL AGAIN!!

- In a bar a 5 set was seated and I opened them by saying it looked like a lot of fun with them from the outside (they were seated near a window). In this set I did a LOT of cold reading and guessing things about them and I got nearly everything right (yeah, i'm into psychology). They were all eating it and the buying temperature of these girls went through the roof. Then, my friends wanted to leave the club so I left the girls and took one of their numbers and all of their fb's.

- There also was a 2 set in a club that I had a great conversation with, I eventually got their face books and moved on.

I opened many more sets but because I was with all these guys it was really hard to follow-up. Next time I want to focus on closing some girls again (goals: 2 kiss closes on one night OR an SNL). This night was fun though, I stayed out way later then I normally would and it was totally worth it, it may have been one of the most fun nights out I ever had. Afterwards when I was driving home with 2 of the guys we had a great conversation, I feel we can all help each other and it feels great to talk with people about things that I was really ashamed about even less then a year ago (for example: that my ex cheated on me). Innergame is heavily improving guys, this journey is worth all the trouble!

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Ammo101

My dudes, this week was a very busy on and I haven't really gamed (I actually did a little day game where I fb-closed 1 girl but there wasn't too much action going on). BUT I did do a lot of good text and phone game and I actually have 2 dates this weekend. One is tomorrow with the girl I did a direct approach on last week and the other one is with the girl I wanted to bathroom pull. I'm hoping for at least a kiss close for the directapproachgirl and an f-close for the bathroompullgirl.

Ofcourse that will not be all and I'm still going out tomorrow and saturday!

I hope that I have some good stories for you guys this weekend

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Ammo101

Tonight I write to you guys with shame and a little bit of pride, now you probably ask yourself "why the hell both?". Calm the fuck down, breath and let me explain my brother!

Date part:
I basically screwed up both dates.
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Yeah I did...
Date 1, the date with the girl I direct approached this saturday actually went perfectly. I met her at the tram station and we went to the marketplace to check out some shops. We had a lot of fun with role-playing, framing and just fooling around. I was building kino with hugs, holding hands, ect. THEN the moment came when I said 'let's go' and I took her to a place where I could logistically fuck her.

BUT because I'm SO stupid I didn't tell her anything about it (I wanted to be alpha and just tell her to show up and nothing more) so when we went there she had a major state break to the point where I think it screwed up the kiss close. We were sitting on the roof of my friends house (where I took her to have some privacy) and I did some fun games (truthgame, cube) after which I asked her 'between 1-10 how good of are kisser are you?' and she responded with 'I really don't know, but i'm not kissing guys this fast so don't try it'. This BROKE me, literally, I didn't know what to do anymore. I thought I was going to try at least 3 times to kiss her but I actually didn't even try ONCE.

Luckily I did got my composure back again and I still had some fun with her by going to a church and scouting the place. We then said our goodness and I went to dinner with my friends before going out.

Date 2, by the way was over before it started, this girl (HB7) is not hot enough for me to meet her and then NOT fuck her. SO I thought I was being smart by heavily sexualizing and I was if it wasn't for the fact that she didn't understand any of it. I don't know how someone can be this stupid, she was literally telling me 'huh I never called you to smooth talk you" SHE DIDN'T GET IT. This was kinda frustrating so I escalated further until she was acting all weird like 'huh I didn't know this was the reason you wanted to hang out'. This girl was all over my cock when we met and she asked me to come over because her parents are gone and now she's acting like this. FUCK THIS, I DON'T NEED THIS SHIT IN MY LIFE. I'm not responding to her anymore (she has send me 4 messages and then she told me 'if you're not gonna respond, never mind'). FINE.

Learning points:
- Don't over sexualize
- Trust that the f-close will happen DO NOT NEED comfirmation
- Do not use a stupid k-close routine, just kiss the fucking girl
- When you're with a girl for the first time most of the times tell her where you are going especially if it involves a place you could have sex. It can cause a serious state brake.
- Go for the kiss close whenever however wherever (I think I could've kiss closed earlier, before I went to my friends house, BUT I was being a wuss by thinking I better get privacy first, FUCK THAT).

Now if you guys think that i'm being stubborn, trust me, I am. I need to F-close by using cold approach man, not because I'm sexually frustrated but because it's just the right time for it.

I've been out tonight and i'm going out tomorrow, i'll post a field report on that when i'm less tired guys, over here it's very late at night.

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Ammo101

I haven't been posting blogs here in a while but I have been posting them on my own online blog (ammo101.blogspot.com). I still wanted to blog here again so here is my latest blog:
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Wow, it's been a week since I've posted a new blog for you guys. For the past week I’ve been soul searching a lot, I feel like there are some changes that I should make but they are hard to make and don't know exactly how to make them. The bottom line is: I just want to be free of ego boosting nonsense. When I sleep with a girl I want to tell people and I feel like I want to sleep with as many girls as possible (not just only for experience but also for the ego boosting benefit).

Fuck ego boosting, I'm going to quit bragging and from now on my blogs will have the purpose of not having me forget anything and hopefully help some guys out.

With that said, I'm going to report last Friday until this moment (shortly), in which a few crazy things happened...

Friday 11-11-2011
This night was crazy. We started the night by having mastermind group presentations again. It was great and I did a presentation on Kino and logistic escalation where I had Invisible end my presentation with a story where he broke all my logistical rules (like not explicitly letting her know what you are up to and bounce her around before you go home etc.)

I kind of made the joke that one of us would break all my rules again that night but I had no idea that it would be me. I went to a bar with some of the guys and we opened some sets.

After a while me and Invisible met up with 2 girls that we knew from before and we decided that we would try to lay them that night. I told him that I didn’t want to take both of them including him home and so we got the idea that we would bounce them to a hotel.

When we met up with them it really didn’t take any time before I got intimate with my girl, within half an hour she was lap dancing me and we were nearly making out (me and Invisible decided we weren’t gonna do it until we got to the hotel though). We decided to go to a gaybar (FUCKING GREAT, always works, it has a great us against the gay guys vibe, because they always try to harass us and the girls have to protect us, haha).

At the gaybar things got really steamy but at some point a girl that was seated next to me suddenly started talking to me. As a reflex I started gaming her and it turned out that she was heterosexual. I got pulled back by my girl and I started dancing with her again but suddenly the gayfriend of the seated girl said that he wanted to talk to me.

I went over to him and he told me, you have to make up your mind, she’s heterosexual so you have to make a decision. I told him that he should get my number and that I couldn’t be with her now but that I would later. He asked her and then told me that she didn’t want any guys who were with other girls so I thought whatever and I started dancing again.

Then the seated girl started talking to me AGAIN, she asked what did he say and I told her exactly what he had said. She said that it wasn’t true and I immediately did some future projection (I told her exactly on what kind of date we would go, whatever) but again I got pulled back by my girl.

I’m in a really weird situation right now but the dancing was getting so hot that I immediately forgot about it. My girl told me ‘wow you’re getting hard’ and I told her ‘naah, I’m semi-hard don’t flatter yourself’.

When we wanted to bounce I noticed that the seated girl was gone but her friend was still there so I gave her friend my #-number and we left.

Now me and Invisible pulled the girls to a street where a lot of hotels are (after I told them I wanted to continue the party in a hotel) but for some reason all the hotels were full.

After an hour of searching for a room we didn’t find it so we started walking the girls back to the central station. Invisible was texting me continually, ‘we got to do this’, ‘let’s find some more hotels’ and whatever. I told him we would try the central station.

So when we arrived I pulled my girl upstairs to the toilet but she didn’t want to go in, I thought it was over but after sitting for a while she suddenly said ‘did you really think I would do such a thing’ and I responded with ‘yes, I just wanted some privacy with you’ and she said ‘let’s go’.

We tried to go in the toilet but there was a security guy there checking everything out haha, too bad. I pulled her downstairs, we went out of the central station and went to a bridge that me and Invisible found earlier.

Under the bridge we started making out and getting more sexual, but this shit was not privacy, there were people passing the bridge continually and she wasn’t really comfortable with continuing.

Invisible had a great adventure himself, in the meanwhile he tried to escalate in the hole of a homeless guy and when the homeless guy woke up he told them to leave haha. So when Invisible got back, me and my girl also stopped, we put them on a train, shared a few laughs and went home to sleep.

Saturday 12-11-2011
This Saturday was not so important, me and Invisible tried to meet up with some girls we met earlier and we did but when they didn’t want to bounce with us to another square we left without them.

Eventually we tried to meet up again but when it was taking too long I just left to go home because I needed my sleep. We’ll hook up with these girls some other time.

Thursday 17-11-2011
This Thursday after work I went to the girl that I sarged last week on Thursday. She was way less fat than I remembered (things got crazy in my head) and she was looking really hot actually.

She had cooked for me and I had promised to repay her with a back massage. When I was with her I was playing hard to get and didn’t really show any interest at all. I was just building a bit of an emotional connection but I was not kino escalating just to test if she would be the one to do it otherwise.

And that’s exactly what happened, after a while she told me she was going to bed (and it was too late for me to leave by normal public transport). So I got in her bed too and things got steamy fast.

I’m not going into detail as I normally do but there was one important thing, which was that when she gave me a blowjob after I had given her a good orgasm I came in her mouth without a warning.

She was MADDDDD,, REALLY MADDDDDD… Wow, I talked to her for half an hour before she even started responding to me again but when she did things got good again and we had great morning sex where she gave me another blowjob (with me warning her this time of course!).

All this happened because of communication improvement in the bedroom. I just told her exactly how I felt about it! Was great to see how it improves everything.

Friday 18-11-2011
Crazy night again, me and Invisible met up with the two girls from last Friday again. I don’t want to go into all the details again but we had a LOT of fun by messing around with them.

At some point they wanted to go into a club that we couldn’t get in to (too young) so we went gaming outside for a bit and when the girls got back we were far into another 2 set which we were logistically escalating to another venue at that moment.

The girls got pretty jealous which was funny and we said our goodbyes to the other girls (after Facebook closing them and planning a meet-up at midnight the next day). We took our old girls to the gaybar again, or actually they took me there because I was fucked up from last night and wanted to go home, haha.

I didn’t escalate at all, this girl was escalating on me and when we went out of the gaybar I told them ‘let’s get a hotel for real this time, I want to sleep’ haha. We went to the hotel and I told them that I wasn’t gonna pay because they pulled me there (and I could’ve gone home) so the 3 of them payed for the hotel and we went upstairs.

Me and Invisible had a lot of fun and the first hour of being in the hotel room we just laughed. After that I started escalating with my girl up until the point that I was removing her bra and touching her other ergogenic zones.

She now had to go to the bathroom and had to go home to be home on time for her kid (yes, she’s a mother). I was kind of okay with that, my cock was sore from the day before and we had shared a lot of intimacy in bed that I’m not going to share. Let’s just say that it’ll be pretty interesting to lay this girl sometime.

After my girl had left, Invisible fucked his girl while I was in a bed on top of them. Had the vibrations and noises and everything (I totally lost my innocence that night). We slept for an hour and a half and we went to the bootcamp, which started on 11 o clock the next day.

Saturday 19-11-2011
This day there was a bootcamp on which I was an assistant coach. It was really cool to do something like that and I pushed my guys to open great sets. Had some success my self when I had to do an example. I opened a girl directly while daygaming and got her number and a date planned. In the night game I didn’t really do anything other than giving my guys feedback and I left early. I had some catching up to do with my sleep.

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