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I just broke up with my Girlfriend of 5 years and I lack the self confidence I deserve, I'm attractive , extremely fit and have a good sense of humor. I just feel like people are put off because I don't act like I look I should, although I can't really pinpoint the issue. This is the first night I've gone out and actually decided I would approach.
So I show up to this smaller club that is really packed for a Wednesday night because of the drink specials. I'm with my roommate and wing I met from my mma gym, we are supposed to meet some of roommates friends. I notice this blonde hb9 and friend hb6 as soon as I enter the bar dancing like crazy, turns out roommate knows these girls and its part of the group we are meeting. Anyways we grab a table and chill for awhile, being low energy and watching people dance which seems like the opposite of what we should be doing.
Finally the hb9 and hb6 stop dancing and come over to the table. We are all introduced. Sadly I am on the wrong side of the little round bar table and it makes it awkward to be in conversation. However, at one point pretty early on the girls obviously are whispering to each other and looking at me and giggling, even though I haven't been a part of the conversation because I can barely hear them. It seems obvious to me at the time they are talking about how they are attracted to me (later my roommate confirmed the hb9 thought " I was cute".). I just made eye contact at them while they whispered about me and smiled at them. Didn't really know what to do from there. Tried to interject comments to conversations and chat up hb9 but neither girls really talked to me, like they would laugh at my comments but her body language would still be geared to roomate and wing.
Me and Wing decide to walk around to try and open, we walk to the otherside of the dance floor and almost instantly a hb7.5 who is dancing with another guy starts making the eyes with me. I stair directly at her and don't look away at all. As I stare into her eyes she starts smiling and gesturing at me, then she soon turns around dismisses the guy dancing with her so I would come dance. So I go over to her, in retrospect I might have seemed over eager, and start to dance with her. Her friends begin to pull her away almost instantly and she grabs me by the hand and says please come dance with me repeatedly almost like she was signaling her friends that she was down. So I follow for a little then she turns around and says
hb7.5 "dance for me".
me laughingly say " what did you just say?"
hb7.5 "dance for me"
me I scrunch face and dismissively say "no you need to dance for me"
She happily turns around and starts grinding, I like to dance and feel pretty natural once I get going, but maybe a minute in she stops and grabs her friend and says,
hb7.5 "I can feel his dick"
me "lol you felt my dick?"
Instantly the friends start pulling her away and I grab her buy the arm and say,
me "lol you think I have a boner cause I don't"
hb7.5 "well then its very nice but I'm still a little freaked out"
So I just laugh and let her go and I walk off the dance floor back to my wing. I really didn't have anything close to a boner but I do have a big dick and have to kind of feed it down my thigh into the leg of my jeans. I've had this happen to me several times while dancing with chicks where they weirdly walk off and I couldn't figure out why. Then this chick verbalized she could feel my dick and I saw the disgust/concern and I feel that I understood all those chicks before. I always thought I was too sexual with chicks while dancing and always confused why they would just leave, now I realize it because they thought I had a hard on.
So this realization brought a wall of embarrassment as I remembered all the times this happened to me in the past and I hadn't realized what the problem was. I just didn't feel like approaching anymore that night.
-I plan from this point on to where whitey tighties from now on so my penis wraps around my balls and underneath to my gooch and then compression shorts over this. Any other suggestions? And why are chicks so freaked out from feeling a penis? Shouldn't they be able to distinguish limp big vs hard? Can’t the chick feel the dudes penis while grinding no matter the size?
-how do I deal with the girls looking at me and whispering, I just acted confident and un interested, but this seems incorrect. I was legitimately attracted to the hb9 that thought I was hot but could not really do anything about it.
-The girl I danced with told me to dance for her? This is odd to me and I felt like I must have already projected the incorrect frame for her to say that to me. Or it could have been a shit test, but why would she think I would be submissive like that?
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