| This Field Report probably isn´t an easy read. I think you will enjoy it if you sink your teeth into it, however. So get a cup of coffee and kick back.
First some background:
Lately women has started to look at me differently. They know I am a sexual guy. Somehow they can feel it. The cool thing about it is that I don´t do much to brand myself as that type of guy. I´m simply sending out a vibe.
I think it´s a combination of the coaching I´ve been getting from Liam McRae, and the fact that I have reached a point in my life where I am able to breathe, and be at peace with myself. I´m 19, and I haven´t found the meaning of life, but I´m learning to fully accept myself as a human being.
The last couple of weekends I have been out has been great. Granted, I have had certain amounts of alchohol in me, but it has been very clear to me that my inner game is the thing making me shine, and not the alchohol.
Examples of how great it has been going lately:
- My best girl friend whom I have known all my life (ultimate friendzone) has started flirting heavily with me. She´s a 10 and has been in a relationship for 3 years.
- The last 5 times I have been out, I have kissed a girl.
- When I´m out, I talk to almost everybody I want to talk to.
Field Report, 27th of August
I was chilling with my roommate, having a beer and watching some movies in our apartment. I hadn´t been out the night before, so I could go for a night out tonight. My roomie didn´t seem so keen on the idea though, so I was starting to give up hope around 9ish, when a friend on facebookchat suggested we go out and hit the city tonight. I was down! He was with two common friends and I invited all three of them over. Apparantly he told his female friend that he was going to my place, and she wrote to me on facebook as well, asking if she could come over. Ofcourse she could!
I should let you know that I had given this girl some indications that I liked her about a year ago, but she rejected me pretty harshly, which had made our relationship weird. No big deal tho, cause I didn´t see her often - she´s more of a friends friend.
She was the first one to arrive, which was cool because it gave me some time to talk with her without the 3 guys in the conversation. So it was just me, my roomie and her. Cozy talking. Once and a while I would give her some really deep eye contact, just to let her know that I wasn´t intimidated by the fact that she had rejected me.
The guys came over about an hour later. One of the guys´girlfriend joined us, and we went out after 2 hours of chilling, talking and drinking. It was getting a little late, about 1:30AM, but it was okay. The place we went to is open to 5-6ish. (Most of the bars in my country have very late closing times. Lucky me!)
We took the bus, but the girl had her bicycle with her, so she would have to meet us at the bar. One of the guys suggested that she just leave the bike at my place and got on the bus with us. She agreed, but only if she could sleep over at my place. "Well I guess the eye-contact worked" I thought slyly to myself. I definitely took it as an indication from her that she wanted to fuck me. It was great, because it´s so cool to have the mindset of "If I don´t find any girls tonight, I can always seduce her when we´re back at my apartment". It takes a lot of pressure off of me, which really enhances my game.
We arrived at the bar, and AS SOON as I got inside I said hi to a couple of girls. They smiled and said hi back. I wasn´t interested in a conversation. It was just my way of letting everybody know that I had arrived. What a great entrance. You go in, and the first interaction you have is two girls beaming positive energies at you.
I felt so amazingly comfortable. I was walking borderline slowmotion from the entrance to the bar, inhaling the presence of every person on the way. It was such as high. It´s like I was one with the place and all the people in it.
From here, I had so many interactions that I honestly can´t remember them all, but I´m gonna mention everything I remember.
I got up to the bar and ordered a beer when I met an old wingman of mine. Cool! He looked like he had improved since last we met, and he immideately got to talking with a girl after saying hi to me. I even tried to get in to the conversation to wing him a bit, but she was so interested in him that she hardly even acknowledged me - What a player!
Even though I had just quit, I couldn´t resist the urge for a smoke. I went over to the smoking area. As soon as I got there, a girl pulls me over and tells me to act like I´m her boyfriend for a minute. "Great" I thought. I love this game. I totally overacted it and called her honey and starting reminiscing over our honeymoon. She was mildly entertained, but didn´t invest too much interest in me. She wasn´t my type, so I politely excused myself and directly started talking to a girl right behind me.
She was so cute with a constant smile on her face. She said she was about to have a smoke. I told her I had just quit, but that I would love to stand next to her and inhale the fumes! She didn´t have a lighter, so I asked about 3-4 guys, NONE OF THEM had a lighter. I ended up having to go a bit away from her to get a hold of a lighter, but when I looked back a buff guy with a lighter was servicing her. I wasn´t in the mood for an attention competition, so I just gave her a hug telling her to have a good night and left the smoking area.
I floated around and ended up at the fussball table. There was 3 guys looking for a 4th. Perfect! Turns out the guy on my team didn´t know the two other guys. They were from USA apparently. Cool! I love meeting people from different countries. We had a blast and ended up smashing them 10-0 (This is Europe, silly Americans. If the game resembles soccer, we will beat you!)
During the game, the girl (from my apartment) took a seat next to the table, cheering for me and laughing at my comments. "She wanna fuck me" I thought. I was certain now.
After the game, I went downstairs, and this is where I got crazy. All the positive energies I had been inhaling all night had been building up in me. I had to let it out. I think I approached about 30 girls in less than an hour. Mind you, some of the interactions certainly didn´t go very well, but I wasn´t touched by it! If a girl would act cold or unsocial, I would tell myself "Wow, sucks to be her. Don´t wanna meet cool new people like me."
I absolutely wouldn´t get angry at the girls. I would feel sorry for them.
Anyways, back to the positive interactions.
I would approach girls simply by taking a seat next to them. Then ask them a random question or introduce myself. I had a lot of great conversations. I try to skip the dreaded questions like "SO, WHERE ARE YOU FROM?" and go straight to asking people about their true passions and stuff like that. I can´t stand cliché small-talk anymore, it´s such a waste of life.
Some of the interactions worth mentioning:
- First girl I approached downstairs was going to the same filmschool as my friend. Awesome. She was with her best friend, but I made friends with him quickly, and he was totally trying to hook me up with her. What a cool guy! She didn´t really turn me on sexually, tho, so I decided I wasn´t gonna go for a kiss and escalate etc. Eventually I excused myself (the guy came over to me later and told me that I had to kiss her. When a guy asks you to kiss his best girlfriend, you know you´re doing something right!)
- I spotted a girl I spoke briefly with last weekend at the same bar. Last weekend, she had left right after I introduced myself, and it had really been nagging me for some reason. This girl wasn´t the prettiest of all, but she was sooo sexual, and so cool. She reminded me of a non-gross Amy Whinehouse.
She was with her girlfriend, and as soon as I started talking to them, they lit up! I could tell that the night had been a bit of a bore for them so far, and I was the exciting new guy making the night take a turn for the better. We clicked so well, and had a smooth conversation about... something I dont remember. The music was so loud that half the words didn´t get through. It didn´t matter though. There was a certain magic in the air that surpassed words. After a while of talking, her friend wanted to leave, and she dragged Amy Whinehouse with her. "Not again!" I thought. I had to see more of this girl. I said "I won´t allow this to happen. Ever since I saw you last weekend, I have been having dreams about you every night!" in an over-the-top romantic way (I actually had dreamt about her one night!). She was really flattered, and said "Well why don´t you ask for my number then?".
WHAT A COOL GIRL! So confident and at peace with herself.
She put in her digits on my phone, and I saved her as Amy Whinehouse, much to her dismay. Her friend was getting inpatient, but I just had to kiss her before she left, so i went for it. She landed it on her cheek. The old me would´ve been shattered by this, but I saw it as it was. She was telling me "I wanna fuck you, but I´ve only known you for 5 minutes, so I would look bad if I kissed you". I gazed deep into her eyes, smiling, sending her the vibe of "I know. Don´t worry." and I went for a kiss on the lips again. I got it. No tounge though, but I certainly wasn´t expecting any. Like I said, we had only been talking for 5 minutes, and her friend was in between us so I hadn´t had a chance to caress her in any way.
This was such a victory for me. I really feel like I knew what she was thinking, and saying between the lines. I understood her, and she felt that. I bet that made her want to fuck me even more..
Those are the two most noteworthy interactions I think. There was so many, though, it´s hard to pick just two.
During some of these interactions, the girl (from my apartment) came over and sat next to me, clearly showing her interest in me. At one point, I would talk to a girl I just met to my right, while caressing my friends back to my left. Then I would switch. Turn and talk to my friend, while caressing the new girls back. Genius!
At some point the girl (from my apartment) lost her purse, and she left the place to go look for it at the streets, which meant she wasn´t gonna stay the night at my place. It sucked, but I was a bit too drunk and tired to deliver sexually anyways.
Soon after that, I decided to call it a night and go home. I realized I had spent about 5% of the time hanging with the people I came with, and 95% of the time hanging with new people. I hadn´t even noticed it. It just felt so natural talking all the new people. Amazing.
Dunno if I´m gonna set up a date with Amy Whinehouse, I´m a bit afraid that she thinks I´m creepy calling her cause we meet at a bar at 3AM. Then again, that´s just me being negative. I probably should send her a text at least. I really wanna have sex with her..
I dont write FR´s often, but I´m really happy that I wrote this one. This night was a kind of culmination of weeks of good nights.
FUCK ME this is a long read. If you made it this far, you deserve some kind of medal.
Cheers!
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