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SLICK - you are totally right. I have never approached a girl in my entire life. You, VOLCANO and JACKAL tried to teach me how to approach. But I just don't have the balls to do it. That is exactly why I was banned from the JACKAL crew. Can you give me some tips on how to deal with approach anxiety ? Cos you totally don't seem to have any AA.
And yes, I am quite lonely and unhappy. I feel so bad these days that sometimes I contemplate suicide. I don't even have guy friends. How can I even dream of having female friends ? I saw you, JACKAL and TERENCE, DIAMONDS, JIMBEAM all together in a group and I felt like you guys are the coolest people on the planet. I felt so bad that I have got kicked out of such a great gang of sexy guys. When you walk on by, girls be lookin like damn you fly. You rock the club like bruce lee. I heard some girl looking at you and telling her friend "Girl look at that body". When you walk on the street, everybody stops and stare at you. You guys have got passion in your pants and you ain't afraid to show it. You guys are sexy and you know it. Please accept me back as your friend. I really want to be with you guys again and I miss you so bad.
Approaching, was a minor issue. The big ones were that u offended every single member of the group. I gave u clear reasons and u chose to ignore them. U blame everyone but yourself. U got more and more dominantly negative as time went by damaging the other guys. U insulting Slick was the feather that broke the camels back. U do not know the difference between a neg and an insult. No one wanted to sarge with u except me, as I enjoyed the challenge of pushing someone paralysed with fear. Even after I shook ur hand as a peace gesture in a bar u continued your insults. U are one ungrateful man. U insult everyone, then behind the scenes u beg the same guys to sarge with u. I offered to mediate between u and the guys, yet for some idiotic reason u blamed me. U were suspended to cool off, I was upset that u still were not mature enough to accept any of your flaws. U were too proud to meet the terms to come back. U chose to be banned. I created the team to provide support. U have no remorse, empathy, nor do u show human compassion, u have absolute no respect for women and only see them as objects, I did my best to change your attitude. I pushed u further than anyone pushed u in your life. U chose to show ingrattitude to Slick, who is 10 years your junior who allowed u the luxury to stay at his flat.
I took u in, when other groups and guys refused to sarge with u. Before u got suspended u had many warnings, u r grown man, and I was very patient.
U read too much. U spend 2 hours in a bar not talking to anyone, and yet u have the arrogance of a mpua. Your posts are nothing but hatred and misinformation. It is disgusting that u like to attack and yet beg for sympathy like a child.
U r the architect of ur own self destruction.
U have absolutely no clue how to apologise, a one word sorry is meaningless as it does not show that u understand what u actually had done wrong. U make a post about your feelings, but not once do u even show that u understand the pain u have caused to guys u have offended. Some may actually call this sociopathic.
I want nothing more to do with u. Ever.
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The Jackal an Introduction.
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The Field Reports.
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The Lay Reports.
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