I can't leave my house though!

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I'm pretty sure the dog wants to go out. Come on!

Smeden is a bro!

As far as the $40 goes, I committed to paying it, and now I'm going to pay. But at the very least, I think it's fair to ask YOU to sign up (today) for StickK.com and put YOUR money on the line.

I thought that if I put my money on the line that you wouldn't want to let me down or something (especially in terms of money). But it's way more efficient if you're inspired to put your own money on the line.

At the very least, you can make an easy non-financial commitment on StickK. Even THAT would make me happy (or at least more happy ).

Your Bro With -$40 ;.;

Aaron

I'm sorry that I made you lose $40.

Day 26
I did nothing today. I got extremely depressed on my way to work because I really fucking hate it. I only have to work there for a little less than 2 months though so I guess that's the bright side (it's an internship).

I went to the mall with the goal of approaching 2 girls but didn't even approach one. I think I pussied out of approaching like 1 girl, 2 tops, but there weren't many there anyway. I got home and thought about walking to the beach to try and approach girls there but I just got hit by the wave of depression again and lost my motivation to do anything.

I've made a commitment for the next week (6/25 - 7/2) to approach at least one girl every day:



Hopefully this will be incentive enough.

Btw, I looked at porn today. I don't really regret it because I know it's not a habit that I'm going to be getting back into. Idk, I was looking up a porn star to read her bio on wiki and then I just got extremely tempted to watch porn and so I did. Then when I came it didn't even feel good....porn is so dumb, lol. I'm not watching it anymore. Well, maybe just one more time...

Whatever. Until tomorrow.

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Day 26 Observations

I'm so freaking proud and inspired by you right now! Every cent of that $40 is soooo worth it because of this!
The result--both with you and how you see things as well as how I approach inspiring the best in people has made this $40 worth it on the most intense level imaginable! You'll see why in a minute.
Negative anchor! Need to collapse this!!!
Work at Hooters hahaha

Yeah, if I worked at a place I hated, I'd totally feel the same way. The number of hours you invest in your work is ridiculous--and if you consider the reference group effect (we become the five people we associate with most/we are influenced by our environment), then work is either one of the biggest support factors in your life... or the biggest barrier in your life.

Mark Manson talks about this in the end of his book about job satisfaction (the very last chapter, I believe, where he gives you a plan). When you get this worked out and do something you actually love to do to create your lifestyle you want, I'm going to freak out and do cartwheels and learn how to do a double backflip in one jump!
Dude, the next part has totally made your day a massive success! As long as you punch in that zero into Excel AND observe the effects that you've now created because of htis accountability--this day is by far one of the greatest successes that I've witnessed from you I'm so freaking excited for what you're going to do right now, that I've got a lump in my throat from excitement!
THIS IS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT! THIS IS IT! I've been waiting for this day, because this is the most outstanding investmetn that you've made to date!

You have now unleashed the ultimate motherfucker within you.

You have now become a god.

You have now risen above all other men before you, because you've put something that's important to you on the line because YOU'RE COMMITTED to achieving results!

The Greeks had a lot of wisdom when they gave food sacrifices to the Gods for their favor, because the food sacrifices, whether for real gods or not, inspired them to train harder, prepare harder, fight harder... and WIN harder >:)

You are the ultimate of all. You are the Universe. You are the Source of all inspiration.

You have fucking unlocked your destiny.

And all for $40 hahahah!! My $40 down payment wasn't shit compared to what you'll do now!
THAT WOMAN HAS BEEN USING A VIBRATOR ON HER PUSSY IN YOUR NAME ALL HER LIFE. She's been using it on the fantasy of being sexual, fucked, and ravished by the man you now are.

So, wacking off to a bit of her is no match for the amount of sexual energy she's invested to "getting it off" on you. I'm serious, and I believe this (this is what I always think when I'm around beautiful women--really).

Dude, either way, you fucking deserved it. Don't get down about it or feel guilty for it. In fact, I highly recommend that you do this :

Wack off three times a day for this next week, saying "I fucking love myself. I am the greatest gift to all women, because I deserve to feel satisfied AND know how best to satisfy myself.. and therefore I know I can make her feel deserving of being satisfied AND know how to satisfy HER."

There's a saying out there that says, "What you resist, persists." If you want it to go away, you've gotta accept it as you focus on your ultimate self, ultimate goals, ultimate lifestyle

Oh, and for a shortcut to tall this--install a vision board on your wall! And in Evernote + OneNote (if you have it). Jesus spoke in parables to influence the masses, he made images in the heads of those he influenced--but what's even easier than creating word images for people is to make REAL images for people hahaha.

So, in addition to the goals that you have written down with me and for yourself, having a Vision Board is one of the most kickass things you can do, because it inspires your Unconscious Mind to automatically make the shifts you need to so that it can align with the images you see every day.

Seriously, of all of the goal achievement technology out there, I have never changed so much as when I installed a vision board!

Two resources that can mean the difference between the life and death of your ultimate destiny:

• Eben Pagan's "Entrepreneurial Productivity" (where I first actually applied the concept of the Vision Board)
  Scott Bradley's "How To Use Evernote To Achieve Your Goals" (I ALWAYS got distracted from my goals until I used this! Now I'm on target ALL. THE. TIME!!)

Seriously, I'm so freaking proud of what you're doing, Pos. You have revolutionized your life in ways that 99% of men will NEVER do, and I'm freaking ecstatic because you are progressing every. single. day!

Whether or not you see your progress, just have faith that you ARE--because it's so obvious and clear to me that you are transforming into your ultimate self with every step you take. And this progress is so awesome to witness!

I'm incredibly happy to observe your progress, man, because you really show me what it means to unlock the shackles that hold you back. I've done it myself (I used to be depressed, wack off a lot, feel afraid around women), but it's ultimately incredibly satisfying to see it first-hand (even over a forum).

$40 is like a pebble compared to the Ferrari of value that I've received from your latest post.

You are an epic man, Pos. You are epic. And I look forward to tomorrow's conversation.

Converse tomorrow?

Your Bro!

Aaron

P.S. My current goal is to approach 20 girls every day this week. Think you can manage a measly one!! Hahaha!

I'm serious! And it's $80 for a charity I dislike

You can do it, Pos!!

Why do you say I made so much progress yesterday? Thanks for the kind words.

Day 27
So, today I didn't approach any girls, which means Aaron gets $40!

I went to a mall today with the goal of approaching one girl, but that mall barely had anyone there so I only had two opportunities to begin with, and I pussied out of both of them. Then I actually went to the beach to try and approach girls and there were a resounding 0 hot girls who were alone!

So that's for today. Oh, well.

Until tomorrow

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Day 27 Observations

When you put me as the receivor of the $40, I knew we had an issue hahaha. I did the same thing for a friend of mine, JD, way back, and it actually felt GOOD to send him $20/$40/$60/whatever

Which is why I always use an anti-charity or enemy for the person who gets my money.

Also--you are more than the sum of your approaches! You're still a person with a life, desires, ambitions, pains, fears, frustrations. You're still a person with interesting life experiences and unique, personal abilities.

You are a freaking bomb of potential--you just don't see it yet

Supporting you unconditionally, man. I wasn't always able to approach either--not to mention that I've used a lot of hypnosis, NLP, and overall educational reprogramming on myself to even get me to START approaching.

Note: Speaking of hypnosis and NLP, I've purchased this course by Hypnotica yesterday called The Collection of Confidence--it's fucking great. After the first listen, I now know that I'm the most centered, approaching motherfucker that I know (25 approaches today in the most centered, good-feeling state I've ever been)! It's soooo awesome!!

Keep posting, man!

*Sings* I looooove Poooositrooon! *End Sing*

Pooos! Keep paostin' naaaaoooowww!

Your Bro,

Surrey

Haha alright, alright.

Day 28
Yesterday I didn't approach anyone. I pussied out a few times and left the mall feeling like shit.

Today I went to the mall with the goal of approaching one girl and still didn't. But I legitimately had no opportunities to. I may have pussied out of one (1) girl, but that's definitely the most. But as I walking the mall I felt really good and confident, and I know (well, I'm pretty sure...) that I would have approached a girl had the opportunity arisen. I wasn't sad at all when I left the mall today. In fact, I was in a great mood. I blasted: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OmUmH8TlQ60

and started dancing in my car because I really didn't care if anyone saw me or not. I didn't have time to go to the beach today or I actually would have because I'm moving so that took pretty much the whole day.

I don't really like to quote lyrics because it's kind of lame but these lyrics from the song Tidal Wave by Owl City seriously describe the situation I'm in right now perfectly:
Until tomorrow

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Day 28 Observations

You're doing great by even DOING SOMETHING everyday to achieve your goals. It's good to get out and make mistakes that let you know that you are ready to take the next step and become the person who you see as "the next level."

Also, people who have already decided to become an mPUA, Martino, agree that finding pictures and statements and descriptions of your goals will always make you better and better every day.

In fact, you may already be aware of your confidence growing with every non-approach that you've made when you went to the mall today, because that just means that you're more ready to now approach with supreme confidence as the ultimate, aligned, powerful self that you were meant to be.

And imagine how good you'll feel when you make not just one, but TEN satisfactory approaches. Because you now might know that it's not the whole interaction that you need to think about--All you need to think about now is taking that first step.

Because that first step will cause these ten satisfactory approaches that you now achieve in your mind--tomorrow--because it's important to feel good about these important first steps is it not?

And it's good to know that I love your music as well Adam Szabo is a boss.

I really, really look forward to your journal tomorrow, because I'm incredibly proud and excited about the focus that you've demonstrated toward achieving your goal--which you now may have cleary emblazoned on the screen of your mind now.

It's okay to feel super proud of the foundation work that you've been doing, Pos. Keep it up

Your Bro,

Aaron

Yes, you're right. I'm proud of myself for still getting up and going out every single day literally (except Sunday) and making an effort to talk to girls. I am. Yesterday and today my confidence has definitely grown.
Seriously? Do you like trance music??? That's awesome. I've never met anyone who likes trance music, let alone Adam Szabo. What other artists do you like?

Day 29
So today was similar to yesterday. I went to the mall and had a goal of approaching one girl. As I was walking I was very confident and didn't really see any hot girls walking by themselves. Then, all of a sudden, one rounded a corner and had passed me in like one second! I was thinking about turning around and saying something but ahh I was just too scared. Then as I was leaving I saw one really cute girl looking at shoes but I convinced myself that oh she must be with someone. And then I saw ANOTHER girl like two seconds later also looking at shoes and I don't even remember what my excuse was, but, alas, I neglected to converse with her.

When I left the mall though I was in a pretty good mood. There was this good looking chick right in front of me in the parking lot walking to her car. Any tips here? I felt like it would have been weird to run after her from behind in the parking lot, that's kind of sketchy.

My goal for tomorrow is to approach one girl!

Until tomorrow

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I do like trance music!!! Trance music has been my number one favorite style of music for my entire life (ever since my bro played some for me in his first car).

Here's a quote for you (sorry for the short post--big night tonight), "When you don't feel like doing it, THAT'S WHEN YOU NEED TO DO IT MOST!" (Tony Robbins).

Look forward to hearing about your adventures for today

IIIII

Who are some trance artists that you like?

That Tony Robbins quote is really good lol. I can see that if I form a habit of doing things when I don't feel like it, it will help me tremendously.

Day 30
Today I went to the mall with the goal of approaching a girl. Sounds like every other day, right? Well, it was. I walked around and saw one girl worth talking to, pussied out, then went home. I need to start devoting more time to my game. Going out every day is good, sure, but if I devote, say, at least 1-2 hours, or just even every few days, I think I would see much better results. Because I'm positive that I would end up approaching at least one girl if I go out for an entire hour, opposed to ten-twenty minutes.

Until tomorrow

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