| Hey guys, I got a kinda crazy FR report for you guys (I kinda don't believe what happened myself).
Linh came to my house around 3. I was just watching TV when I saw her standing in front of my house. Apparently I missed 2 calls from her. We did calculus homework. I got done before she did and started playing with my dog. She was laughing and saying that I was being distracting. I was just goofing off. When she finished, we started watching The Interview. We were making out. I eventually started touching her breasts (with her shirt on). I expected resistance but got none. 20 minutes in I said that we needed to take the dog on a hike. She agreed. We talked for a bit. When we came back to my house, I ordered pizza and we started making out again. I put my hands under her shirt and felt her breasts. She didn't straight up say no, but it was clear that she was getting uncomfortable. I decided to continue and try to pull up her bra so I can see her tits. This is where I start encountering resistance.
I take it back one step and I tell her that she's beautiful (some of you guys may call this AFC, but she "should" be out of my league and I normally say whatever I want to). She says that she isn't and we continue making out. I keep on taking it one step forward and rolling it back when there's resistance. She keeps on saying "Please no." I didn't want to push her, but I know the line between pushing the interaction forward and forcing something. She eventually asks me whether I want her to take the bra off. I say yes. She pauses for a moment, then she laughs and says no. I think to myself 'what an AFC move.' We continue making out. Each time I lift up her shirt, I encounter resistance. Eventually, she lifts up her shirt to her shoulders. I realized that she was prompting me to unhook her bra. I struggle a bit but undo the clasp. She does not let me take her shirt off, but she lets me lift it up. Eventually the Pizza guy comes. She does not put her bra on, but leaves her shirt on.
I payed the guy and we picked up where we left off. I ask her whether she wants me to take off my shirt (AFC move, either do it or don't. Guys should lead the interaction). She says that it's my choice because it's my body. I have a scar on my chest from rugby that I feel a bit self conscious about. We continue making out but the interaction does not go forward. Eventually, I take of my shirt. I thought she was going to be grossed out, but she ended up getting turned on by it. All of a sudden, it's easy to take her shirt off. We make out and I start sucking on her nipples. I kiss her down to her belly. I repeat this a few times. She's wearing pants, but they're short and relatively thin. I start kissing right above her pussy. She laughs and giggles but doesn't tell me to stop. I tried to take off her pants but I got the same "please no". Once again, the interaction isn't going forward.
We start kissing again. By now, we have switched The Interview to Cheers because the movie started to get violent. I wasn't completely hard, but I put her hand over my penis. She was pretty curious what it was like. I could tell by the way she used her hands and by the look on her face. She was getting me hard, but it was clear that she didn't know what she was doing. I started rubbing my hand over her pants. I do not encounter any resistance now. She was getting into it. Each time she started to stop I'd put her hand back on my pants. She would enthusiastically resume. I then unzipped my fly. She stuck her thumb in the opening and started rubbing, but was hesitant to do more. I took her hand and placed her fingers inside the opening. She started wrapping her hands around it (through my underwear). I undid my belt and pulled down my pants a bit. She started exploring. She would occasionally squish my balls which was annoying. She would get really embarrassed and start laughing. I'd tell her to continue and she would.
At this point, I took off her pants with no resistance. She would start to talk and had this expression of "What the fuck just happened?", but quickly went back to rubbing my cock without telling me to stop. At this point, I put her hand in my underwear. She starts feeling it. She whips it out and starts rubbing it. I stood up and pulled off her panties. It seemed like she was about to stop me, but decided not to. She is jacking me off and I'm rubbing her clit. Her panties were wet. Just like any other guy would, I really wanted a blowjob. I tell her to suck me. She says "No, I don't blow guys." Each time I try to push her head down to my cock she resists. This was pretty frustrating for me. I was so close, yet so far. She had never gone this far with a guy (I think she kissed one other guy). I ask her whether she's ever been licked before (I mean eaten out, but she doesn't know what that means). She says no. I spread open her legs and lick her pussy, but she freaks out and tells me to stop pretty adamantly.
I thought I was stuck at this moment. I knew that due to years of social conditioning, she wasn't going to blow me, and I thought that she wasn't going to. I start talking about our relationship and how even though we aren't boyfriend and girlfriend, that we are dating and that it wouldn't be meaningless. I told her that I felt something towards her and that I think she feels something for me. She agrees but doesn't do anything. She makes it clear that she isn't easy.. I was thinking "Well that's to bad." I just say that I want her and she's driving me crazy (which I thought was kind of an AFC move). There's a pause. Then she says "Just this once." She leans over, and I feel her lips wrap around my cock. She was pretty good. I repositioned her so I could see her head better. She stopped quite a few times and would apologize profusely. I'd tell her it's okay and tell her to continue. I start to cum and she stops. I tell her it's okay and to keep on sucking. She does.
Now after 45 days of not jacking off, I had a lot of cum. It's clear that she wants to stop and I let her. Some of the cum was in her mouth, but most of it ended up getting shot on the couch and on me. It was kind of awkward seeing her run to the bathroom. I got her a toothbrush and cleaned up. We then started making out again. I told her that she was good and thanked her. I asked her whether she wanted me to eat her out. She said it was up to me, and that if I liked it I could. She was hairy, and was embarrassed when I spread her pussy. It was clear that she would prefer if I waited for her to shave. We made out for a bit longer and I tell her that she made me hard again. It's too bad that she told me that the blowjob was a one time thing, right?
Then out of the blue she asks me "Do you want me to help you again?" I say yes and she starts sucking my cock again. She stopped when there was precum. She told me that she hated the taste of cum and turned away. She was about to walk to the bathroom when I said "Linh?"
She turned around and said "What?"
I showed her my hard cock and said, "I don't mean to be rude, but I'm still hard," holding my erect penis with one hand. I honestly wasn't sure whether she would continue or not. She apologized, got on her knees, and started sucking again. This time when I came, I put a bit of pressure on her head and told her "I know it's weird, but keep on sucking until I'm done cumming so I don't have to clean up." She obliged.
She brushed her teeth again and we made out. I knew from the beginning of the day that we weren't going to have sex. When I started to rub her pussy, she said it hurt. She ended up leaving shortly thereafer.
I thought that a blowjob from her was something that would only exist in my head. I'm grateful for the advice on this forum. I have 2 essays to write now, and I may not be able to wake up at 5 to work out tomorrow morning due to sleep deprivation, but I wanted to write this while it was still fresh in my head.
Thank you for your support guys, and I'll keep you all posted!
EDIT: It just occurred to me that around the time she was rubbing my cock but refusing to blow me, I said "I really don't want to go to bed with this." It doesn't really make a difference, but it's funny as hell. _________________ Previously Rugby7
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