well that escalated quickly,i just got a text from her saying "whenever i see u i have butterflys i like u blabla" so yeah ahahah but the thing is im not that interested anymore like im not chasing anymore.its like the cat string theory but reversed.

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as i said,we partied together last night.i kiss closed then we went to her room.we made out but she was like "i didnt know you well enough to have sex".fuck haha but its ok though because i will get her soon,all i have to do is to keep talking to her blabla actually i kinda like her so i dont know where this will go.and u know whats funny?i liked this girl a year ago but she had no idea i was alive.she had a football player boyfriend blabla. then 2 months of studying pua and a month of sarging random chicks.now that girl didnt know i was alive is mine,literally.so i want to say to all of you beginners,im a beginner i still make fuck load of mistakes and it wasnt too long ago i had AA all over me but i tried to enlarge my comfort zone and i succeeded in the end.im a different guy now and so all of you can do this,just whatever happens dont give up you know keep going.

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uhmm wtf haha she broke up with me.well we didnt even have a relationship,we were "fooling around" but this girl had lots of problems with assholes and she tought i was one of them.well i kind of am but idk she saw me as a player and she tought i played her.i did play her but still i wasnt expecting this,idk i was surprised haha.its ok,it wasnt anything like one it is,it was like "the girl didnt realise the guy before,then the guy changes and the girl is all over her" kind of story and i kind of got what i wanted,i wish i could hold it for a longer period of time tohugh haha.gonna keep hunting boys

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went to sarging last night.at a party,met with a chick.we started talking,DHV'd her.she asked for my number,number closed.we talked about being fuckbuddies.she said she wont fuck me that night cuz she is not a slut but maybe in the future.thats a yes for me haha.i put my head on her boob using it like a pillow,and i started to rub her pussy from her pants.the funny thing is,there were lots of people in that room ahahahha it was like people were talking,chilling and me rubbing a girls pussy while my head is on her tit.but she didnt stop me.......MAJOR IOI.but she already gave so many ioi's. so today i will text her sometime,not sure what but i ll text smt and wont pay much attention after that cuz i dont wanna come out as needy.

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that chick i talked about being fuck buddies with,texted me last night.she invited me to a party,i was at another party then i went out.she said "she wanted to see me" and i was sure that she wanted to fuck..so i replied" i want to see you too..naked:) do you want to fuck?" she didnt text me back for an hour or so.it was a shit test in my opinion,waiting for me to back up or apologize maybe or say something else.after all that time,she said "hahah i bet and maybe". yes!!! ahaha well i take that as a yes:D after an hour i texted "i kknow what maybe means;)" but she didnt answer after that because it was like 3.30 am.well tonight i will go to another party,i ll sarge there and i ll also try to get this girl after that.

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well i kinda fucked it up,still learning haha.i tought this would be a mistake but i was like i will give it a try.i was being social,meeting with new people and making connections.i texted to the girl i mentioned in my last post.i texted her"come chill with me later on tonight".well she didnt answer,it was a foolsmate.but i know the mistake i did,i skipped all of that connection part.and she mentioned before "she is not a slut".well she is i think but like all the girls,she wants to deny it.it was a foolsmate but i have learned my lesson.the moment she said she wants to see me,i had to go there,get closer then isolate instead of treating her like a slut and texting to fuck.i dont think i have lost this girl though,i see her around,we smile at eachother,i will wait till she texts me then find her,isolate.next time....

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last night i was chilling with friends and a girl that i know kept hugging me and we kept getting close.the moment we were isolated from the group,she kissed me,then she left to get her friend to join to the rest of the group.we went to a pizza place,i hit on another girl,got her number,then we went back to the dorm.we all chilled in a room and the girl i kissed went to her bed.now,she didnt look at me or imply anything,didnt give any iois at that point.she simply just went to sleep.BUT,after a while,i went to her room,opened the door.talked for a minute talking then lied down next to her.kissed her,her roommate walked in and just left.her friends were outside the door,i think she didnt want to be known as a slut so she said she is gonna "check on her friends".i waited in the bed and her friends came to the room.fuck,she probably called them.bitch.so i left.

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i was at a house party like 2 days ago,it wasnt a huge thing,it was like a get together and i went there to meet with chicks.one of them got my number by telling me that "i should go to her university,it is better than mine and she can give me information about it". she just gamed me to get my number haha,and another chick got my number by saying that she forgot my name after i said it like 3 times,so she could remember it when i gave her my number.wow i tought men gamed women haha.tonight was reversed because i won the crowd.how? i was being cocky funny.i make lots of sex jokes but its mostly not offensive,its just funny.so they all loved me,thats why i got gamed tonight.this is what they call building an interesting life style i guess,where u dont game girls,you just be interesting and they want to be a part of your world.great.there was also a chick who kept looking at me all the time.after that,we played beerpong and she asked to the crowd if anybody wants to be her partner.i said i would do it.everytime we won,i hugged her,kino.i also had lots of kino with the chick who got my number first.no f closes or kiss closes tonight because the environment wasnt good for it.i mean i couldnt isolate anybody,it was a small house.

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so i havent done anything in almost 7-8 months, i had some interactions but i didnt login to this forum ti write about them, i simply stopped with pua.and that was a mistake,a huge mistake, a huge waste of time.but i realised im still not at where i want to be,im not happy with myself. so im starting again,i tought i should do some reading again to catch up with what i had forgotten, but then i realised fuck that.i dont need to read more, i need to do more.i honestly cant afford to lose more time.tomorrow i will do some day game.and man im scared like really, im scared.but its ok,i dont have any other choice. tomorrow i will post to here again and talk about how it went.

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