Well you have the biggest advantage of all, age. You have your whole life in front of you and your not even in your PUA prime, that's early to mid thirties. You should move to a big city you like or go to Europe for a year and work and focus on PUA and what you really want to do as a career. I agree you shouldn't take an office drone job you dont like, you are never going to be successful doing something you hate. At your age I wouldn't worry about establishing some normal lifestyle, you are at the point in life in which the priority is exploring new places and doing new things - be brave
Thanks for the advice my friend. I have thought on doing that but I'm doing some research on having an income that I can travel and trying finding myself.
Getting women was never an issue. Learning game took me to another level, mentally. What I'm coming across is nothing turning in the way I expect I guess and seen I don't see a purpose anymore I'm in this vague space doing nothing. Seeing the days go by without me growing as a person.
The sad part was that I never experienced this feeling of not knowing what to do.
I do thank you for your time, I know its never cool reading other people's venting comments.