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I am 20 years old and i used to masturbate (if i din't have sex) 2-3 times a week.
Almost 2 weeks ago i have watching a motivation videos for stopping masturbating and watching porn.
The video claim that by stopping masturbating you gain Confidence, Self-esteem, Memory increase and Motivation,
So i decided to take the challenge and guess what?? After one week of no Masturbation (one or 2 times i couldn't resist and i watched porn but i didn't mastubate) i start feeling more sure about me self, motivated, and more sociable. I was able to react correctly in situation that before i wouldn't know what to do. (i guy tries to DLV me and i answer him in a way that i DHV myself)
But the last 2 days, i think i am losing control of my sex drive. It's like a can't control all this energy. I was in a set today and i was doing great in the start (i was playful and excited) but after a while i couldn't lower my feelings. I couldn't change to Comfort phases. Also a friend of mine told me that i acted weird today and that i was rude to another girl. I just said something bad to her and walk away. I was rude and i didn't even realize it until my friend told me. It's like i am a teenagers again, sometimes i am in control and i am great but sometime i am complete unable to control my body.
I am think about masturbate to relax myself, but i really want to stop porn because is a fact that i don't like about my lifestyle. Tomorrow i am going to date a girl that i really like and if i mastrubate i am afraid that i would go out with her and i won't have something to say, but i don't want to act like a kid again.
What do you guys think? Any advice what i should do?
Thanks for your time;p
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