Everyone deals with failure in life... personally I have had 7 years of failure... I'm fighting a pretty bad depression at the moment. But I can see some light at the end of the tunnel.
Anyway, you need to change something. In life, failure means you are doing something wrong. Something has to change. There should be a pattern that's evident from your failures that you will notice to make the changes you need. Journaling is very helpful, keep note of your approaches and seek more information about the subject.
Yeah, have to focus on changes much more i guess. Simply something is wrong, just need to find what it is. Ill try focus more on little step by step proces and improving, that could help. Thanks everyone for your insight. It really helped
how do you define success?
For me success is when i see little progress every time. (in whatever you do) Dont need huge steps, just little bit of "income" time to time, and starting on better possition next time, because of your improvement. . Problem is when you come to situation when you constantly, long time related, have none. Thats what i call failure. Thats situation where Im right now. Need to get out of that circle of doom somehow...