Guys whats up, I have another thing I need some help with. Alright I posted a thing about this girl last week (Lets call her "X"), but I need you guys to help me on this new situation haha. Ok, so long story short I went on this retreat for my high school and on it friends are supposed to write you letters, but you don't know that you are going to get letters on the retreat. Her letter (she wrote one other letter to a friend of mine who is just a friend to her) basically said I am so happy that I met you and she loves being around me and she told me to text her when I got back, she ended it off by saying "Love ya <3." Ok so I thought I was in? Anyways the next day I saw her at our football game and she sat next to me for the longest time, but I don't know I couldn't get a conversation going which is weird because it's very easy for me to talk to other people. Later into the game my good friend wanted me to tell his friend my first blowjob story (when I was 12 years old which is possibly the most legendary story) she was next to me when I was telling it (I don't think she heard it) and when I was talking to my friend 10 minutes later he said that when I was telling it she had this look of I love you on her face as she was looking at me. Also my really good friend also told me that she came up to him and asked if she should just throw herself onto me, and he said fuck ya, but she said I just don't want to be too easy(shes only hooked up with one guy and she accused him of rape so getting with her is a fucking achievement). Well after the game she went to her friends house and I went to a dope kick back and got super fucked up, I could have easily hooked up with two girls no problem (not trying to sound like a tool, but that's the truth), but I just really like "X" so much that I just don't want to get with anyone else.
Alright so here the questions I have:
1.Am I in?
2.How can start talking to her better, I am pretty shy around her and she is very shy around me, so it is hard to talk to eachother
3.The next time I am with her should I just basically go in and hook up with her?
*Basically I just want to know I can get rid of my shyness around her I am normally the guy that everyone loves to be around but I just feel so shy around her.
Thanks ahead of time for posting on here.