Evening Gentlemen, please strap down and get ready to look at your internet browser for a very long trip through what i would call, "A call for help: in the sense, I love all of you guys and would love some advice in my situation.

So a couple of months ago I came upon a slow departure for the game, and why?

Well I so solemnly came across this amazing girl, not this snobby, i have big tits, I am hot and I know it Beautiful Girl, But this honest down to earth Shy Beautiful girl, Totally in touch with her personality, and for this I said, "She seems like the one I'd leave this for, for a while." and so I did, I was out of the game for about a month, I had sex with this woman, I held her hand and she was mine, all because i Smoothly put across this Alpha Character that knew PUA and studied it like a Mofo, taught myself how to talk, act, and walk, and to this day she says I'm just attractive and she doesn't know why Laughing .

So at this peak of being with an amazing girl thinking this could only get better, It didn't get better, It got worse and worse, due to her Family issues, and all the sudden still in Love still wanting to be together, she had to leave and it wasn't her fault either, luckily, I said "Well she's only 40 minutes away I can keep up a relationship like that between us easy." And I learned this was not the very case in the least bit, because, I wasn't allowed to see her at all by request of her mother, what a bitch.

Well to make a Long story short, We said "Okay lets end it, lets not go out cut out all that stuff, we can still talk and stuff" Wrong. I now wasn't allowed to talk to her either, fan-fucking-tastic.

and so I told her I loved her, despite the fact we we're no longer dating, because i might not see her or speak to her for a while, a very long while. but every chance I got I tried.

So I basically have 2 problems now, I lost the girl of my dreams, and I forgot PUA (god damnit!) not good. I still hold my Alpha Characteristics (which is ultimately keeping my girl), but Picking UP girls and creating attraction has become a shit hole for me.

I tried hooking up with this girl recently, and what do you know it didn't happen because I created no attraction in her, damn, what now.

So I basically have seen my predicament as this Forum, I can move on from the girl of my dreams, tell her I don't want us to be or speak, and go on fucking re-learning PUA, being happy and relaxed but still pissed at the fact that I have her no more, or I can be piss poor and just wait, wait for a girl I have no control over anymore, not seeing for a long while, and ultimately have no idea what shes doing, lying or leaving me.

The first one seems like it would be logical

Fender43