Im not a conservative person, I do use some ilegal substances but none of them are "hard".

Ive been dating this girl for about a month now, I really feel attraction but Im definetly not in love. I really like her and her passion for art and shes a very interesting person. I really enjoy being with her for hours.

Now, we smoke that plant which name start with M and ends with A. (I dont wanna get banned).

Howeever when we talked about heavy stuff or hard substances I always stated my point of view "I dont take them cause theyre dangerous and doesnt interest me like the other things I use"

She had the same point of view, but a while ago, we talked by phone and she confessed me that she tried this substance which has the name of the most popular soda in the world.

I respect her decisions, like I do with everyone else´s. But thing is, I couldnt stop feeling like "dissapointed". Were not a couple, were just dating and we have a great time when together but ironically I was feeling really good about her, like wanted to see her wanted to have sex with her and kiss her and I told her, and shes receptive. But when she told me this thing I felt like "shes just another girl" which is good since I shouldnt idealize anyone but... its like I kinda feel shes just a girl with soft will and that is weak to peer pressure. Like she contradicted herself and its like I kinda lost all the attraction peak I was getting.

Now Im even questioning myself if shes really worth as a serious gf because she wants me as a bf and Im sure about that.

Any opinions?