Please bare with my explanatory skills, as they are quite low
I may aswell start from the beginning as it will give a better understanding. Been out with my GF for nearly 6 months now, kinda serious relationship. We've never really had any fights whatsoever, however I've felt that I'm tired of being with her and other girls that I interact with are much more fun to be with. I've been told by my mates that I should just dump her but instead of doing that i've been pretending I'm still into her while I have flirted with, lets call her Girl B.
I officially knew I'm in the wrong when I kissed Girl B a few days ago (havent seen her since then) and feel I should come clean and dump her when I feel is ready, however I couldnt now because it was her Bday yesterday and I want to wait atleast 2 weeks xD Anyway, today a close friend of hers (a guy) gave her a vibrator as a present. She told me about this and I honestly don't know how to react. I'm slightly pissed off but I don't know why, seeing as I'm dumping her in two weeks... should I act as if I don't care? or show my true feelings about this gift? does it even matter?
From the beginning, I told myself I wouldn't care how the relationship goes but I've become so insecure and paranoid in this relationship, its actually shocked me but i'm learning to stop being like that.
-Tubbs