Hey guys,

Its been a while for me on the forum. I was the pathetic guy who got oneitis over my girlfriend and lost her to another guy, she was so far gone haha I had no hope of getting her back.

Since then I have been as low as it gets, no joke, counselling and everything to try and get myself out of the hole I dug myself. I realize now that the only way to get better is to sarge sarge and sarge.

I realize all the advice I was given on this forum was golden and I due to my AFC nature ignored it and didn’t know what I was doing fully.

I thought I would update you, because a few things have happened since then, but there is one complex situation I could use advice on. I am taking summer school, and in one of my courses is this HB9, super hot, amazing body tan as fuck and just a pure babe. In class I teased her and joke around with her, and we click like no other. I have never met a girl who is more like me than her. We have so much in common, the thing is, she has a boyfriend of four years. Anyways, I was teasing her constantly about Mario kart, and before you know it, we end up playing. One thing leads to another (both completely sober) pretty sure she even initiated, and we end up fooling around, doing everything except sex. It was intense.

We stayed up together for 7 hours, until she finally jacked me off and I came after HUGE blue balls. She left her bracelet behind (pretty sure it was by mistake) although my friends don’t think so. It is now the next day, and it feels a bit awkward, none of us have texted each other. And I wonder if she is going to tell the bf, or whether whats going to happen. Before she left we said “Rule number 1, don’t tell anyone”, and I was like, can you keep secrets, and she said yes, and I was like this is our little secret then.

I know im a dick, the thing is I like her a lot, and she seemed to want it just as much and even have no problem doing it. During the whole thing she was like “im so fucked, im such a bad gf”, and I escalated more and even gave her a chance to stop.

Anyways, I ask, how do I play it from now. Im not going to like, I really like her, she is cool as fuck. Im nervous this changes everything because I don’t want it to. I want her to want me, and want more. I don’t want this to end, should I text her or leave it?