want to make sure i post in right area

First of all, welcome to the forum. I would suggest posting in "sticking points"

all i can say is i need some help im 34 and i know this girl is the right one but im pushing her away slowly.. because i don't know how to deal with her situation.. help

Her 'situation' is that she has a pussy and tits and you want to bury your face and dick into both of them. Other than the fact that this is the gal you are hung up on at this moment, she is no different than any other woman.

Your situation is that you have oneitis and think that she is "the one" because she gave you the time of day at some point. Other than that she is no different than any other woman.

Your remedy is to learn how to approach and interact and attract women in general so that you don't feel you have to put all your eggs in one basket.

you know she turned out to be a evil girl anyways.. but hey you are right i need to get my confidence back.. and when i reality think about it if i would of been gaming her the right way i would t be so bitter calling her evil. she would be all over me but i fucked up and told her to much gave away my power so time to start reading on here and getting my game back