First off the bat, i'm doing this introduction for me, not for you.
Let me explain:

I've been in relationships for about 2 and a half years out of the past three, i've had my ups. Having a girl to be there for you when you're down in the dumps is one of the strongest reasons to be in one. But then they can royally screw you over, I've decided it's time for me to no longer need this dependence on the women in my life, to have to power to make them want and need me more than i for them.

On top of that I'm 19 now, and the two relationships i've had have also been very draining on me. The sacrifices that have to be made at this age just doesn't seem worthwhile for me, quite frankly i don't think they ever have. Unfortunately i've always been fearful of being alone, corollary of one-itis probably.

Well now i've decided enough is enough, i'm no longer going to make sacrifices i don't want to just to keep someone happy, i'm no longer going to allow myself to get emotionally trampled on. What I am going to do is enjoy life in a way that i previously couldn't and get over the ideals i've had in my head about how this one girl is the one, the center of my world and so on.

I've broken up just a few days ago, and i'm not gonna sit and sulk about it. It's time to grab this world by the horns (or more appropriately, boobs), and go and have some fun. I'm going to dress better, work out harder and actually talk to strangers more, for i reckon there's a lot of undiscovered stuff out there.

So this is it, this is my new beginning.

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