I've been doing some reading on PUA over the last 4 days, and everything I've learned (or thought I'd learned) came from one book [so far]. I told myself that I'd wait until I completed the book before I'd attempt to go sarging, however, an "opportunity" seemed to present itself.

Anyway, to make a long story short, I completely flopped this evening. I was at a bar at this new hotel/casino I'm staying at, and I saw this 7.5 HB that worked there, at an information counter. I ordered a drink, and I couldn't help but to check her out. We made eye-contact. She smiled at me, so I counted that as an IOI. I sat at a table that would allow me to still catch a glance at her whenever I felt I wanted to, and so I'd look up and see her either looking at me, looking near me, or walking towards (parallel to) me. I took that as an IOI each time. I left. I went to my room and thought to myself that she was just too cute for me to just not acknowledge, regardless of what I told myself, so I went back downstairs, and did possibly the dumbest thing I could have done. I tried to open her.

I did realize, however, that she seemed like an easy person to talk to, but it would only be the case if I knew what to say to her, so without thought about what I'd read in the 4 prior days, I opened my mouth.

Jayell: Hey, how are ya?
HB: I'm fine.
Jayell: What is there to do around here?
HB: Here?
Jayell: Yes, what do you do here for fun?
HB: (laughs) I don't know.
Jayell: You never go out to enjoy yourself?
HB: Oh, no. Not really. I've just been here for 1 month.
Jayell: Oh really, where are you coming from?
HB: Thailand.
Jayell: Really? I've heard of Thailand.
HB: Really?
Jayell: Yeah! Umm.. I know of Bangkok. I've never been there but I heard many stories about it.
HB: Really? You know Thailand?
Jayell: Yeah, so what brings you way out here?
HB: School. My school closed.
Jayell: It just shut down? It's like the middle of the year.. Why would it close?
HB: School closes for three months for summer, so I'm here for 3 months, and then I go back.
Jayell: So what do you major in?
HB: Statistics.
Jayell: Oh wow, that's some pretty intense math, huh?
HB: (laughs) Yes. I'm in my Master's program now.
Jayell: Sweet, so you already have your Bachelor's then I assume..
HB: Yes, and also in Statistics.
Jayell: Wow, so you must be pretty smart then..
HB: (laughs).
Jayell: (At this moment, my brain froze, and I couldn't think of anything to say, so I lame-closed the conversation) Well, what time do you work tomorrow?
HB: 4:30.
Jayell: Maybe I'll see you tomorrow. I'll talk to you later.
HB: Okay.

I must have seemed so boring. I'm disappointed with myself. My main error was coming to the party completely unprepared. It was like everything I read was just completely neglected, and I feel terrible for that. On top of that, I don't even know what I'd wanted from her. Was it sex? Was it a friend? Was it a number? I don't know. I mean, of course sex would be nice, but she was still at work. I don't know.. I just wanted more than what I got. All I got was an "okay". It's hard to keep to my plan of waiting until I finish the book before I start sarging, especially when my penis is wide awake. Help me out, community. I need it!

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