Hey there everyone!

I m 18 year's old, and today I ended an 18 month relationship.

I've gotten with quite a few attractive girls through the past 3 years but I suffered from bullying before that as I was quite chubby. I often succumbed to social pressure and felt like crap for long periods of time. It got so bad that I had to lie to my friends about having kissed a girl in order to gain acceptance.

I had my first kiss when I was 15, first sexual contact when I was 16 and lost my virginity at 17 (only had sex with one girl so far but could have had more). Every since I have been with the same "high-school sweetheart" and made love to her hundreds of time.

However, I was unhappy with her. She was holding me back and this period of my life is about personal development. I want to go out there, meet new people, do exciting things and not always need a second opinion.

For now this is pretty much it, and you will be hearing from me quite soon!

ps. As I write this post I am feeling a little but of nostalgia. I miss having her next to me every night. But this was for the best