4th of February 2011: I decided to be a PUA.

I had many things in my life which i have started with big enthusiasm which died away very quickly and which never came true. it would be one of those things.

I change my mind so often that i cannot even be an addict. i smoke occasionally and even that doesn't become an addiction as i am unable to do it regularly.

I keep asking myself the never ending question: what i want to do with my life. I come up with answers, with a lot of answers but never manage to take the necessary steps till the end.

some writer said: someday i read a book and my life has changed. as much as I like reading books I never believed in them. and some day i read the Game...

only then i realized/admitted that everything i intended to do was in fact, deep inside was aiming to be with more girls. and i also realized i didn't need to go through all the hustle to be with many girls. instead, i could directly aim at being with many girls. and that's what i started aiming since then.

I broke up with my girlfriend which i intended to do before and tried it before but which i didn't succeed before.

and i started right away to take the actions to change my life. was ups and downs but didn't give up yet. as its already 2 months and as I didn't give up yet i might start to have an addiction finally...

until now the result is the quickest lay of my life (after second meeting) with one of my first approaches after i started to be familiar with the techniques (i met her in a private party, so not a cold approach though), 3 phone numbers one of which led to a date which wasn't successful. and today i got a # close after opening 4 single sets with Frisbee opener of Mystery and when i tried the body language opener of Gambler (pretended like i knew her before). it worked like a charm. and i also realized that during the day game of today i was progressively getting better (5 approach: 1st one was very bad and 5th one was a number close).

so here i am...lets see what is next...[/quote]