| I've been a social retard my entire life. I've been with plenty of women (3 ltr, about 10 different lays in total), but I've always gotten them because I was a musician. I was able to have automatic dhv which meant my game could be shit and I'd still get laid. And it was.
I'm 24 now, not playing in a band anymore, about to graduate college, just got out of a 3 year ltr a few months ago, and I've started to realize that I have absolutely no game.
I had heard the term pickup artist before, but never really thought twice about it. Until recently, when I randomly googled the term.
I've been slowly climbing down the rabbit hole, watching the vh1 show (meh), reading the game, ls manuals, forum posts, and slowly leaning about the skills that my father and society failed to teach me.
I've had really bad approach anxiety, and I've been making an effort to talk to EVERYONE, small talk, no expectations, anything. 3 second rule. I still freeze up every now and then. I can't find anyone else in my area who is in the game, all my friends are still afc's, and i'm trying to make this a secret life until i perfect the art, and my avatar becomes my personality.
which leads me to my main point, I don't have an avatar yet. I'm hoping to find some help in building one.
Either way, this is just a temp account until I have an avatar, and I'm looking forward to talking to some real pua's.
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