Hi all, my name is Youssef i'm 20.I live really really far from you guys i live in Morroco.And i never had a girl friend.
From the last years i tried to change myself and i made it one time it worked now it fucked xD.My first method in order to have a normal social life was to believe in god however it didn't last long that god wasn't my keys of success or the reason that i never had friends,the reason was my parents.I have very pragmatics and very traditional parents in the same way wich is very conradictory.When i was a teenager my crazy mother taught me that i must be like her however she isn't socially effecient as i am.Years later my father wanted to lead the way and it is really awful.My father's philosophy is that i didn't need to have friend so i spend 6 years of my life alone at home with my brother,mother and him.Being alone in your house isn't really a harm when you have a cool family but when you have a brother who knows everything correcting every thing you say a mother and a father who keep critisizing you for everything you do even if it was for them who make you feel useless and prefer your brother to you is really a nightmare.That's why i converted into a sensitive religion keeping guilifying myself for everything i done ,that my parents made me think it was wrong (which was actually right) and to become a normal transparent person from the backgrounded hypocrit people's mind.One year now that i started to see the world as it is(i'm still afraid when i see a sexy gils >