I was a late bloomer with women growing up(a difficult home life really influenced that) and while I've done well at times, I've really failed badly just as often and come down on myself pretty hard. I've been trying, putting myself out there in the past month, got my foot in the door per se with a few women but lost a couple of them and having trouble how to manage what one, hopefully two, I currently have going. This is something I'm not great at obviously, otherwise, I wouldn't be on here on a Friday night. But I'm very eager and willing to learn as I am with a lot of things. I want to be great at this. I look forward to your guidance.

Signed,
Southpaw