Sup everyone, lets get straight to it.
Here's me:
Currently, 16 year old highschool student. Canadian-born, filipino proud of it. Im not a fob though. I'm a total sports junky, rugby season is starting soon and im soo pumped. Im joining track at the same time. Im always on honour roll despite joining as much sports as i can. Im starting to make videos on youtube for fun, mebbe ill put up my link when i get some goot videos up lool.

I've been in 3 relationships (if you can call them that) since grade 7 till now. The first 2, the shy girl asked me out or her friends did. The third time, i asked the girl out. All three times, whenever we went out in the park or in the mall we
HARDLY even talked and it was
EXTREMELY uncomfortable. I swear, in those moments i think i'd rather be dead.
Thankfully, I learnt about the art of pick up from a friend (same age) back in October 2009. But, the only thing that i have improved on since then is knowing where i want myself to be (a mPUA) and i am now concious of the
BAD things that i do, after i do them. Im still not where i want to be.
I've always been searching up my problems online but never get the answer i want (because any good answers are catered to the original asker's situation, not mine). So i think its time to make a forum account so i can ask my own personal situational problems. Right now my goals are to work on is AA, and whhen i do get the balls to approach i cant continue a conversation after the opener and im no good at escalation.
HELP!!
I really hope i'll be able to benefit form doing this. I want to change my life while im still young.
The first pua book i've read was by Style and i've always kept putting off, "The Stylelife Challenge," for another day, another weekend, but it's been months since first read it.
I dont wanna wait till im some 40 year old virgin to feel fed up with my life, because
IM FED UP NOW!
I want to learn
NOW! I want to reprogram myself
TODAY! I want to stop trying to convince myself that procrastinating "one more day" won't be the end of the world! Because it
WILL be the end of
MY world if i dont get back on the horse and quit being a fucken pussy about whether i fall or not!! Dx
Question
-Anyone wanna give me some little daily missions to get over my AA?
-I also wanna know ways to boost my confidence and turn my modestness to C&F.
-Since im a highschool student i want to be able to make class more fun by being the loud one in class, because in classes w/o the loud guy its always so boring. How do I change from the quiet one to the loud, social one? And the same thing at work.
Make me feel welcome here. Be an older bro and help a kid out.