| Hi, my name is Phil. Fierus is a common online alias i use. I am a 19 year old student at an artistic school studying to be an actor. I am a fireman outside of school and work part time at papa johns.
I have a score of 2...
I have been staring at this forum for days now thinking, do I sign up or not. I did. Then I started thinking do I make a post or not. This seems like one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. During high school I was always the life of the parties(especially being a football and baseball player) and kiss closed with many girls.
Now the actual really difficult thing to do is admit this, to myself more so than anyone else, but at all in general is hard.
I have a very hard time opening, even though I am very charismatic around people in groups. When time comes to speak to a girl first, I never do. If I am introduced I can(most of the time) keep my game up enough to kiss close, but have never really gone further than that except with the 2 girls I've dated throughout high school. I'm not saying I have good game, or even game at all, but, damn I just feel like I'm mumbling now. I'm writing whatever comes to mind and not erasing it, so for the first time I can truly be open and admit this. I live in New York and if anyone feels like taking me under their wing or pointing me towards a seminar, I'd be glad to listen.
P.S. Even though this is hard to admit, it actually feels kind of good to do so...
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