I feel like my twenties are passing by and I'm not enjoying my life to the fullest.

I'm 26, live in Seattle and I have read 4 e-books, the game and watch countless videos in you tube or on other places. But I been too lazy or too scared for years to apply all of this in my life. From time to time I use some of the stuff I learn here but then I fall to my old habits and become a AFC. Last year I even go to be roommate with two naturals and instead of learning from them I got scared got into fights with them. Now I see my mistake.

My biggest problem is conveying a attractive personality, I become either to weird or a friend.

I have a lot of abilities that would help my game if I can develop one. I'm a Ballroom and Club dancer, I know how to performed cold readings, read body language, I know a ton of psychological games (like the cube).

I had 3 girlfriends and a couple of one night stands but mostly out of luck.

This is it, no more excuses I will take care of this part of my life.

I want to work on my inner game the most, I feel like I have all the abilities I just don't have the inner confidence to be who I want to be.

Well this is my manifesto if you are in Seattle and need a wing let me know.

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This is it.