when i was young (about 15 through 17) i would get super baked and walk around town talking to people, networking, saying hey that's cool let's trade numbers and accumulated in my cell over 350 different peoples numbers. the game that i played was the abc phone game that i made up for myself. i would try to find and get peoples numbers whose name started out with a diferent letter of the alphabet. if you get abc you win and get town social status. also this effectively destroys aproach anxiety, however no one wins, even i didn't win because i couldn't find anyone named xiercius or ulia. beware the negative side that may befall you though. the day i turned 18 i thought whats the point of knowing all these people if you never talk to them. so i turned extreme introvert shutin and neglection but later accepted something that would make me so at ease in the public. the lone wolf theory in which one man acts on on his own has his own resources and acts reacts most fluidly on his own independantly. i am Zeek and i am a lone wolf, an independant who thinks most creativly when separated from the pack, when i feel cutoff and alone it is then do react most decisevly and efficiently and humorously. i accept this and i love it, but this does not mean that i socially isolate myself from friends and family simply put i sarge with others but get the best reactions when i sarge with only myself. mix it up and see what you feel most comfortable with, sarging one man sniper style or group pack wolf style. ciao

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