This is it...........I have been putting off posting for some time, Thank you all for your contributions to the game. Now lets turbo charge.


I am Awesome F, I once was so awesome I did not even realise it. My story is as most with a twist I like fat girls, I spent most of my life floating from low self esteem girls or single while my friends got all the girls to my amazement. I was the fa outcast, the friend...the best friend.
The Girl that did it I was with for 5 years, engagement rings and family planning the lot. My world fell apart when the girl I settled for dumped me out of blue and for no apparent reason. I could not believe it and to make matters worst she kick me out of the house and sin of sins slept with my brother……...Yep you heard right. (soul destroying)

Anyway I went through my demons and 6 months later, 3 grand in debt I decided to sort my shit and never be victim to my lack of self worth. The irony is I realise now I use to be a some what of natural (ish), however I had no idea what I was doing, or how to be consistent enough to pull Mrs Awesome. Before the ex I was in my 1st year of University with the aim to sleep with as many girls as would let me. This is before Project Hollywood and all that,.I found some PUA forums, read the art of seduction and created a jealousy bit completely by accident which pulled her in. The real factor was that none of the other girl would sleep with me from the fear of her getting wind. ( I heard this alot)

Fast forward now I need to reprogram or deprogram rather all this feline goulash that I though women wanted and reconnect with the awesome man inside. My quest is the load up Awesome 2.0, tuned social skills the reward of results. The aim to crate my bible of being awesome. Cultivating actual awesomeness in all areas of life. More that gaming girls………


With that said lets get to it.

I have dipped my toe in the water, reading bits from the superstars of Pick up. Going in field and getting moderate results, Now am going all in………


30 day (in field) challenge

My aim is to systematically destroy self defeating beliefs about in field game.
Gain confidence in entering any social gathering
Always be closing….its always on.

LOADING………………..

Awesome F

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Awesome F

I had no choice but to come and say welcome to the forum because that's a great introductory post

Come into the chatroom sometime and say hi to everyone, I promise that they don't bite.....much

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If life's a bitch, it's probably my fault. Sorry 'bout that.

Awesome F,

You are the man, if for no other reason than you just said...

"Always Be Closing"

high fives?

Thanks for the warm welcome guys, I will check the chat rooms 2011 its on

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Awesome F