haha why I sad land down under ? I have a really big wish to actually move there at least for 2-3 months but there is a little problem ... I dont have balls to do that, I have everything else, just going out of my comfort zone its really hard especially like that

Anyhow I am from small country Slovenia and I I would say that I am pretty good IMer and know quite a lot of things bout computers. PUA is my next big thing to try myself in to get there. The point is I always saw my self as advisor, motivational speaker, someone who could actually help other to bring success. But I was kinda waiting for me to happen, you know you cant teach something if you arent actually doing that, experiencing that So while ago I had my first success (not with women) so the tears in my eyes apeared and I realised that magic word: "DONT GIVE UP" exists, well I knew that existed but I never experienced it.

But that is not enough for me to organise seminars and so on and on, I need to bring more success to my life, earn even more money, pickup more girls and sell even more things to people.

The point is I see my self as handsome men who is 100% about his self and his abilitys but the desire was never that big that I would have actually become a PUA.

There was quite a few girls in my life (well not really so many to be honest) But more and more I am reading PUA material I see that all that (which again being even more honest was not enough ) was not really nothing and it was completely wrong. Even my sex life was completely wrong and there is not really so much sex in my life after all.

Lately I found myself in a crysis friendzone with a girl to who I am really in love. Anyways she knows that, we had our ups and downs, but we just cant manage to get ourselves together. Going through the past I realized that every step I took with her (regarding PUA material) was wrong so thats why I am even more determine to do it right next time. No I am not trying to get her, I am actually so angry on her that in order for me to forgive her I have to get myself a few girls and eventually get in to a relationship with a girl of my dreams jahahaha
In short term I want to make her jelous, I want her to see what she is/was missing not being with me

And the next part of why I am doing this is well to become somekind of guru , I know I am good at motivating, I know I can be inspiring, I know I can be everything and I wont be happy until I own the world. I know everything what I will realise in PUA will improve my social skills which will help me to be good at what I do ...

Oh and I am 22