Hey everyone. I'm not technically new, but am going to start posting a NEW journal once I hit the posting requirements.

I am 32. Have a score of 'none of your fucking business'. My last relationship was an exclusive relationship for several months and we were like honey mooners everyday until I lost my job. She started playing games like adopting cats (knowing that I am EXTREMELY allergic to them). It's funny how the absolute need for security is encoded into a woman so much that if its even threatened a tiny bit, shes gone.

I have been involved in a couple seduction lairs both moderating and as a member. I was a member of the Stylelife academy, but I would consider Ross Jeffries my main mentor and have talked to him several times on the telephone for coaching.

I have a lot of experience in the seduction community but my main problem is like everyone else is opening and calibrating. I don't think the approach anxiety ever completely goes away but I'm working towards that goal. I'm working towards accepting the anxiety as normal and if I feel that anxiety using it to know I'm attracted to her and that is a good thing as I can then start working on whether or not she fits MY criteria.... What the perfect woman would look like as a fuck buddy, girlfriend, exclusive girlfriend, harem girl, or wife.

I do have a lot of experience in the community so I tend to have a lot of advice to give but at the same time, looking for advice from you guys when I start posting my journal.

Cheers!