Hello all,

I'm Raphael.

I read 'the game' some time ago but never really actively implemented it. And I've read some other things too, actually I'm quite a big reader. Even though I haven't jumped properly into this thing, even just reading the stuff has helped me out a little.

I'm not sure, but I think I have a big psychological block. It's not a fear of rejection, it's worse, I have a fear of acceptance. I want to embrace my sensual side but I really don't know how.

Hopefully being around you sharks will help me out.

I'm 25 now, never had a gf... never had a bj, watch a lot of porn- they are the negatives.

I'm ready to do this.

Hello all, again.

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I am going to draw a little picture of myself... and then write something here.


The picture went well, now to type.

I'm socially calibrated to perfection, I'm fairly good looking, my penis... my penis is average! With the tools at my disposal, well, I could kill an OX and make it look like suicide.
I like to drink with friends, I like to drink alone. I like the altered mind-state. But why? because I can't (read- won't) put all these aces on the table. I need a guru. I need a guru! I need a GURU! I NEED A GURU! Maybe two.

Let me list my few meagre sexual experiences-

1. I had sex, I lost my erection when she went on top (my idea)
2. That is the only time I have ever had sex
3. I got a hand-job in a raining car park by some fat bitch. She stopped because of the rain.
4. I choked a girl in a tent... it was her idea

Now in all my few (read 3) sexual relations, a girl has never made me cum. But all the girls I know, think I am having sex on the regular... is there a name for my type?

Who will step forth???????

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I never agreed to that!