Hello there, I'm mocker. I have noticed these threads get ready very little, so I'll keep it brief and spend my time in better places.

I'm 24 years old, living currently in the Netherlands. I've been in several long-term relationships, but never managed to get a lot of girlfriends. Whenever I get a girl to kiss me and come home, I tend to stick around. So I'm falling from one-itis into one-itis (last 4 relationships all lasted well over 1,5 years).

I decided I've had enough of this, but instead of going out and finding new places to go to, people to talk to, girls to talk to, I isolated myself with the internet and alcohol. A lot of both.

But I've had enough of that, so I sobered up from a lot to relatively normal amounts, went to the gym and basically bettered myself. I started reading psychology ebooks and other things. I saw a show on tv about gambler and figured this would be interesting. The next logical step after bettering myself, finding a better job and moving back (from Belgium to Holland), was to open myself socially. I had a lot of friends at my hometown, but none here. So I started reading about PUA and, as a lot out there, ended with The Game. After reading it a few times I went to search for more online, and found a world full of information, with so many methods and so many side-things all to read, study and practice.

The more I read, the more material I discover. I'm now at a point where I don't know what book to read first, because there's so much out there.

What I want out of this is to date more girls, find more friends, go out more and have more fun. This doesn't seem to be so hard.

I've set myself a goal. I'm leaving for the Caribbean for a few months for work, in a few weeks from now. I want to cram up as much information before that, so I can practice my ass off there. The best thing there is that there's few consequences, and I know that I'll be leaving there again sometime.

That's about it. Oh, passions? Doing crazy shit.