Hello guys.

My name is Alexander. I'm quite young, still in high school actually. I go to an all boys boarding school [I don't think I need to tell you how much it sucks] and girls only come to our school on weekends, a few of them, usually sisters or girlfriends, the others seem to flock to our rival school a few kilometres away from us..

Anyway.. I came across PU after my holiday last year around december. It was a cruise [which is a great way to meet women, as there's plenty of time to game your targets, you basically live with them]. And there was a rather attractive brazilian girl, I would say HB8.5, it was quite hard speaking to her, she couldn't speak english well, but she would laugh at everything I said, and she liked to touch a lot.. So sometime into the cruise at night, we both decided to go back to our cabins at the same time, we got to the elevator and while we were waiting for it, she put her arm around me and laid her head against me, and I put my arm around her as we walked into the elevator.

In the elevator, I apologised for kicking the ball against her [we played soccer with some other teens and I shot the ball and it hit her in the stomach, I didn't like playing soccer with girls as I sweat a lot, and the sweat as well as my teenage acne doesn't go well at all] and she said it's fine and hugged me, we hugged until I reached the deck where my cabin is located, and I broke the hug and held her hand until I left the elevator where I punched the air in victory. When I look back, I was in the elevator with an attractive light-skinned girl, who liked me, all alone.. And I didn't kiss close her.. I don't think I'll ever forgive myself..

I punched the air in victory because I thought now that te kiss close was inevitable, but as you experienced PUA's know, I just messed it up completely.. But anyway, it all spiralled downwards after that.. In another elevator incident with a different girl, but with other people this time, I wanted to say hello to her, but I was scared.. Anyway, I gathered up the courage, spinned, and blurted "how are you", and she just looked at me with a confused face trying to comprehend what I just blurted out.. The embarassment was overwhelming, and I got out of the elevator at the next stop even though it wasn't mine and hid my head in shame.

The cruise was during christmas and new years, so me being the AFC I was, decided I would buy HB8.5 a flower earring [worth $1] expecting that upon giving it to her she would look into my eyes longingly and basically jump into my arms and kiss me [don't judge me ok, I saw it in a movie ] but she just said thank you and hugged me.. Looking back, I realised, that I gave a girl who's into rock, and has a nose ring, earrings with flowers, FLOWERS!!

Yeah, so after the cruise, I thought about all of this, and after slapping myself realised that this.. Has got.. To change.. So I searched the internet and came across a pua website, and that's where I started.

I'm feeling rather confident about myself [for an overweight, teenage acne ravaged guy ] and thats all thanks to you guys..

Awesome posts.
Keep it up!