So here we are again, 12 months later....

Before all this I got bored of waking up, working, going home, going to bed and throw in a few piss ups with mates in the week. All fun but missing one detail. A LACK OF WOMEN, i.e sex!! Don't get me wrong, you get it occationally but only from the past few girlfriends. So what do we do? We sit around and feel sorry for ourselves, resigned to fact that your gonna be stuck in this loop till they get bored and fuck off to someone who give a shit... NO! You get your sorry ass off the xbox, peal you eyes off the tasty bird at work and do something about it.

You're a sponge, ready to absorb all the pulling power you can get. Keen for the advanture of living, feeling like you have some unstoppable force behind you. The adventure of discovery effects every aspect of your life. How you interact on ALL levels; in social enviroments, shopping, talking to random strangers in the street, dealing with work colleagues and so on.

Then you do what I did. Got OK at it, scored a stunner, thought, "right i'm done now. Mission complete. Bagged a fitty!!". Then after a few months you realise what you've done. You've got in too deep, you want the good old days of mates; outrageous flirting with randoms, the bird you met in Prague and had to choose between a flght back to the UK or knobing her, the art of persuading the girl you met to take off her undies on the web cam and then some, the one you nailed from the IT helpdesk at work and pissed all your mates off when they found out she loves anal.

You gotta get out this relationship. It ain't for you. Right!!!! Now for the old "It's not you, it's me routine." So the "little chat" didn't quite go to plan, never mind, it's done. Shes in the past now. At least you've proved to yourself it's not about finding someone else it about finding yourself. Looking back at the progression and changes to your habits during this year long life cycle of harsh truths, rejections and idiot moments. Then again, it was still fun.

Then you relise... I'm a bit rust at this, might go seek some knowledge...

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