Basicaly I fell in love. The girl wasnt a 10 or anything and she came to me. But she was kinda a whore and a compulsive liar, and inside i hated her for it but the sex was so amazing i fear ill never have sex as good and i fell in love with her for it, maybe i was turned on by the fact that she could deep throat me in the car right after i picked her up. and when we got to my place i could nail her, and do all kinds of crazy stuff to her, she taught me everything i know and i fell in love to me it ment we were soul mates or whatever (lame i know) but the sex was insane and i wanted it to be this way for ever, and she broke my heart with her lies and infidelity. Anyway i most of the woman that have been in my life have picked me. My problem is i fall in love because i hate to be alone. I need to change this, i want to make woman feel like i felt about my ex, i want to blow girls minds with my skills in bed, and i want then to obsess over me, switch it up you know. but i have of late started thinking about my ex, she seduced me and made me crazy and we had a falling out and i try to get her back ( i know i shouldnt cause she just lies and cheats) but i cant stop thinking about her and i need to get a few woman to blow there wads on me untill i will be completely over her, and sure somday i want to be in a relationship but i want to pick the girls i want then to be babes and i dont want sluts and liars. so here i am admiting i am an afc and wanting to change i hope you guys can help, id like to find an online mentor to teach me online so i donno i guess thats my introduction, hope you guys welcome me