Hi everyone.
I have a lot to tell about myself, but I guess we'll get to know each other with time. However, you might find my story quite interesting. It has a lot to do with inner game, and with how much improving your HBs related issues can improve your overall psychic health and the other areas of your life.

First of all. I'm from Italy, so won't you pardon my crappy english.

2009 has been a year of great changes for me.

Let's make if brief, and say I decided to quit my job, end my university (last exam tomorrow, uh) go back from the city to my parents'home (I know it might look like a step back but actually was the right thing to do. ) I had a therapist follow me to get rid of my hard-core procrastination, depression and some good old limiting beliefs.

I'm 26 years old now, and I've had only one girlfriend till now. A three year relationship ended badly. She left me with one of my closest friends.

The only girl I've ever tried to pickup was my housemate. In 2009. I did not pick up my ex girlfriend. She was her to want me.

I had to against some real bad thoughts and beliefs and habits and fears to be able just to get some frenching.

I really noticed how, by focusing on her and my feelings for her, I could eventually be able to manage a lot of other things in my life.

However, my insecurities and other stuff managed to ruin my success with the girl, until I was finally LJBFed. Wasn't cool. She then fell in love with a friend of mine and so it was cool enough going out at night and seeing the two exchanging great quantities of saliva and other crap.

Of course I didn't like the view, so for a while I was going out with a lesbian friend o'mine and some other people.

Then one day, I don't actually remember how, I stumbled upon something about David DeAngelo, and that's how I discovered the community.

At first I thought it was all bullshit. Uh, and I still believe part of it IS bullshit.

However, I decided this could be powerful stuff to help me. I came to read The Game, I watched a lot of DeAngelo DVDs about body language, I read a lot about Mystery, I watched Style's annhilation method. I'm now reading The Sperm War. I know all the theory.

I tried a lot of the material on my friends (I have a lot of girl friends), but I still never had the guts to:
1) close (even when I knew I could)
2) try this material on new girls I didn't know, even when I got huge IOIs (more on that in some fuck up report I'm gonna write.

However, I can see my game is slowly improving. But far, far too slowly. I need some way to boost myself. I need someone to talk about the game and would be cool to find a wing.