Hello everyone. I'm just introducing myself. I am 18, and I'm living in Berkeley, California. I have always read this forum, just never posted. I am competent in theory, but I am to scared to really apply it in real life. So it's useless. I am here to better myself, and become the person I want to be. It took me quite some time to really dissolve my ego, and I am far from done. But I recently realized that I am my own hype man, and I talk the talk, but I can't apply it. I have had one girlfriend in my life (this year), who was hot, but because of that she destroyed me. I became obsessed, she always kept me around, and I allow it to happen. I used to do anything for attention. And she was still controlling me even 7 months after we broke up. I barely realized a month ago that I needed help, I cut myself off from her, knew that I needed to change and stop wallowing in self-pity, hence the username. I think that is it for now. I hope that I can look back at this post in the future and be amazed at how much I have changed. Thank you all for listening to me on my soap box.

We've all done it man it's ok. Always remember its whats inside so start working on improving, and finding yourself. I started a month ago, and Its really helped me out. Just remember its really when you think about it hurts..

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Stay Sic lml

Thanks man, yeah it's I don't worry about it to much anymore. Just pretty excited to move on.