Hey, I'm Luky!
I'm 25, I used to have "luck" with women about 6 years ago... I didn't understand what I was doing AT ALL other than the fact they thought my nervousness was cute (I don't find that a redeeming quality). I managed to score a HB8 for my first (and only) "serious" relationship. I still don't understand what qualities she saw in me; I'd get angry if she called me good looking...
Anyhow, that turned out to be horrible, she cheated on me twice because of my video game addiction (WoW just came out) and the lack of attention I gave her. So here I am 4 years after we broke up, still not sure what women want and how to be desirable due to the "easiness" of my getting my first girlfriend.
I was depressed for the first 2 years after we broke up... girls would show IOI's, even offer to makeout with me (/shrug like I said I can't grasp the concept of attraction to well when I don't have that much "game" or confidence), but I was too down in the dumps to reciprocate at that time (oneitis).
Here I am; I have recovered 100% (I quit WoW and am back in school getting straight A's) and I have a new positive outlook on life! It all started by traveling and creating a new persona of sorts and not fearing rejection from women (ALL I DID WAS GET REJECTED hahaha, but I learned that I recovered faster each time)!
But... life's not so peachy at the moment. I was gone for a year and now I'm back in a negative energy environment. My resources are limited (ex. my social connections have gone to shit) and the women here are different (by that I mean "harder").
One of the weirder things about me is that I'm Asian and exclusively go for white women (I like boobs, which they got). I understand that the opposite case (white men for Asian women) has a higher frequency and rate of success (take them they're all yours haha)... but I don't care!
My purpose is looking for support and hopefully giving back support to this community
Meeting and hooking up with women is something I truly desire!
CHAT